Tuesday, March 21, 2006
dat was quite an entry wasnt it?
sigh...ya.like wot ah boi said..why shud i get so uptight?
juz angkat kaki n jalan lor.
im really awaiting the good news from the other side.
fer me to be back in the arms of more fun loving people.
why shud i be so affected wit the words of a bapok right?
i know im much more capable. that i can do better elsewhere.
that there are others who appreciates my work.
others are always comin back to let me come up wif creatives for their company,
i am somewhere there in my career now, hwo can i take this as a very low point in my profession. i can start a list of my work which is out in public now u know.but its of no use, u might tink im juz not cut out fer the job U are giving me.
the other colleagues are already serving notice.
meaning its not just me who has a problem wif these two-faced obnoxious imbeciles.
they are juz one fuckedup organization.
prayin hard i will get to throw in my letter very well soon by this week.
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9:28 am
Saturday, March 18, 2006
i felt betrayed.
humiliated.
fucken back stabbers.
she was so deceitful.to make herself sound saint.
but she was making me leave.
n leave i will.
i may not be competent enuff fer u old hags n bapoks.
but why the hell am i gettin a 2k/mth freelance contract outside?
why izzit only u fucken old hags have a problem wif me?
fer 6 fucken month im here...i was never happy. wif anyting. not even wif my work.
i admit the work was half-fuck. coz i was not happy. wif everything.
the organisation is a joke. everyone is a fucken liar. fucken lokek nak mampos.
fucken fussy i juz feel like tearing ur *****z apart!!!
i so fucken hate this place!
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5:04 pm
Thursday, March 16, 2006
the lease is ending soon.
n i know we will definitely miss the place. loads.
its cosy enuff. very peaceful. juz nice.
it holds a lot of memories.
we will miss sunday brunch at the living room.
chillin out at the balcony, cross-legged on the floor, wif the tobacco sticks between his fingers,me wif the laptop and a cup of coffee.
couch potato-ing on sunday morning.
creatin mess in the room.
cookin up a storm every saturday.
but one thing i will miss the most is waking up next to my monyet bushuk.
i understand very well now why he prefers to stay indoors on weekends now. its the last few ones we gonna have at west coast.
hence why he has decided to sleep over even on week nights.
sigh. so sad..n malas!!
coz moving out is a chore! packin is neverending
i sure hav loadss of junk. n clothes!
heh. maybe a garage sale wud help aye.
my left cheek hurts a hell lot when i touch it.
we were acting like kids. goofin ard.
we were runnin ard the carpark.after our grocery shoppin.
at one point we decided to salsa and tango.
and the man had a 1.5litre bottle of pepsi in the plastic bag he carried.
he was holdin my hands...tryin to spin me ard...n both of us fergot abt the bottle...n bang!! it hit my face!!! hard!
saket ok!
kental kan my monyet.
den i also kental la actually.
posted @
11:12 am
Wednesday, March 15, 2006
see the narcissistically-us !! click click!
posted @
11:29 am
Monday, March 13, 2006
after hours of bitchin on msn, on the phone, over dinners wif dear girlfriends, finally i had a talk wif the man.
not only did i make him cry n hugged me tight fer like a full minute, i manage to get him off the pc. haha. coz u see, altho he has been the bad boy and has not been in his most behaved, i got him the l/i/m/i/t/e/d e/d/i/t/i/o/n of the b/a/t/t/l/e to m/i/d/d/l/e e/a/r/t/h p/c g/a/m/e. yes. da l/o/t/r series of p/c g/a/m/e/s.
we had a whole lod of fun after dat. the saturday was the best.a dip at the jacuzzi. we got a haircut together. running around town lookin fer teapots.latenight movie in town. late night walks.movie marathon till the wee hours. thanks to cheap dvds at h/m/v! we got moulin rouge & R/O/M/EO/ & J/U/L/I/E/T!
it was such a fun n tiring saturday that we ended up sleepin so much on sunday dat we overslept n totally missed out hamdan's makan session at his chalet!!!! arrgh!the second morning jacuzzi dip we had on sunday juz added to the relaxed and malas feel
so sorry guys!!!
both of us didnt even hear our hp ringin. parents and friends frantically lookin fer us!haha. and wot was on our mind when we finally woke up on sunday evening?? makan!!
so we headed down to s/i/a/m k/i/t/c/h/e/n and had beef noodles! fer which after we went back home as couch potatoes fer the l/e/a/g/u/e of e/x/t/r/a/o/r/d/i/n/a/r/y gentelmen.
are we freakin lazy or wot!?!
but its ok i loike!
but anyway...
i love u !
posted @
11:03 am
Wednesday, March 08, 2006
it seems that the when he was gone for that one night, the whole world's gone too.
i have never cried and felt like that for a very long time.
God forgive me, please. coz i love him.
posted @
4:55 pm
Friday, March 03, 2006
i have pdf formats of C/O/M/P/U/t/E/R A/R/T/S issue july 2003 to october 2006
request for each edition download at 5 bucks each!
computer arts in stores cost at least a freaking 24 dollies!!
email me for the pdfs!
posted @
10:52 am
Wednesday, March 01, 2006
our anniversary and the secondary sch gathering
no peeks of what he got fer me. hhhaa...censored!
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12:48 pm
