Tuesday, May 31, 2005
it muz the season now.mating season.mating season for the catz.
felines hav been congregating at my void deck, meowing, making noises at each otha every freakin nite. juz like 1001 dalmations.
juz the otha day, a neighbour mention abt sendin his cat fer sterilization. friggin horny kucing.
den on the way home a few nites back, i saw fuckin cats!
literally fuckin lor. on top of each otha. freakin cool i tell u.they wud neva show dat on national geographic.
then the man was joking abt whether they will make those orgasmic noises or make really horny faces wif whiskers all.haha
it has been damn noisy la. the cats. i was suggestin to a fren to go get a poodle. let it walk past the cats, let em mistake it fer a cat n have freakin fun wif it.
then the outcome will be some retarded animal.hahahah. wot the freakin shite am i babbling abt now?
it muz be all the rush at werk todae.
posted @
5:23 pm
unreasonable u ends up in disappointed me.
the sacrifices i made. neva have it crossed my mind. neva tot it wud turn out this ugly. neva tot it wud come out from u. it still hurts. woteva was said last nite.
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12:25 pm
Monday, May 30, 2005
it was anudder wedding dinner on saturday. the man's couzin getting married.
anudder one of those im-so-lost-at-these-kinda-functions-lets-juz-mumble-to-each-otha-and-
pretend-we-are-so-engaged-in-an-interesting-conversation acts.
haha.
we caught madagascar at 2am after the dinna, after i got home and change from the kebaya of coz. initial plans to lounge around some club was cancelled. he was having a headache. and apparently none of our buddies were in the mood to go clubbing dat nite. prolly coz the pockets are kinda empty at this time of the month.
madagascar was hilarious but juz too short. an hr 20 minutes. the characters thats freakin cute n funny are the monkeys!
he came over on sunday. we played house! haha. no one was at home. so ther i was pretending to cook. heating up his mum's tulang. preparing the drinks. heh. and we caught talented mr ripley. on a really chill rainy sunday. the man then entertained himself wif dear haqeem the whole afternoon before we set out to the library. we got our books, him wif his mythology and world war histories, me wif my very boring prgrammin books. we had snacks wif isz later on. a whole load of snacks. too much dat i got kinda tired from all the eating that i concussed the moment i got home.
anudder weekend gone, anudder week at work. i need to catch things up wif some girlfriends. im missing them a lot. muz make phone calls n start plannin dates and outings.
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10:33 am
Thursday, May 26, 2005
phew.its been 6 days since i last updated. im back from my looong weekend. started on friday and im back at werk only this morning at eleven o five am.
im the big fuck in the office mah. *evil laff*
saturday was lunch da double date lunch at beach rd. followed by a date wif obiwan and lord vader at great world city wif together wif isz.
had a slight accident at ljs capitol, all becoz of a stupid tiff wif the man over the freaking fork!
sunday was of coz that ferst wedding reception together wif da man and later on, a discovery of more halal eatery in town. tink delicious cheesy sausages wrapped in prata complete wif mayo and mustard! and cut up black pepper sausages packed in chinese takeouts! all halal babe.
monday was grocery shoppin for the getaway bbq.
and then rite on tuesday till thurs morning, mr man and myself had our very own short 'resort' getaway. it was definitely a blast. despite the minor hiccups due to the lack of facilities at the resort itself, wif our brilliant ideas n otak penyangak, we manage to make do wif wot we hav and voile, it was definitely a really good break from werk.
n tomorrow's da 2nd day of werk n its already friday! hurhur.
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12:12 pm
Friday, May 20, 2005
true enuff, the cute chimpanzee came looking fer the bear
:)
grinz
aniwaes, try this.
There are 13 items hidden in this room in order to let you get out of
this room.
If you found: 0-6 items, your IQ is very low, total idiot
6-8 items, Low IQ, u r an idiot
9-10 items, u r normal
11-12 items, your IQ is high, above the average.
13 items found and get out of the room, there are less than 4000 people in the world can do it.
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3:26 pm
beruang haven seen monyet since sunday, beruang didnt get to talk to monyet since monday nite. but! yesterdae monyet came back from the utan and monyet havta go fer an early nite rest. so beruang still miss monyet a lot after the 5 min convo.
little monyet tinks we shud not meet up this evening. little monyet says 'jumpa skejap jek..buat apa. aku ajar tuition jek la nari. kau balek teros lepas driving.aku tak ya fetch kau lepas kerja.we will be spending the loooong weekend plus tues n wed togeda wot'
its not skejap lor. little monyet is notti. if i knew he was gonna be like this, id hav juz catch star wars on wednesday nite wifout him! pfft!
:(
then he says 'aku tgk mood la.kalau ada mood, aku balek romah kau.hehehe'
monyet very notti.
but i noe, later last minute, kau tgk la monyet. u will be the one beggin and wantin to see me tonite. like i dunno u. kau action jek kan.heh.pantat kau monyet.
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11:33 am
Thursday, May 19, 2005
please hit F5. thank u.
came across a very excellent piece of short on his blog.
as i click on link, i found out that the whole production was produced by fellow mates from the tertiary instituition. gosh. hard werk ther. those boys are some where out ther now. look wher i am now? still down here.
annudder great recommendation.if you're sick of listening to the same old stuff go to http://www.accuradio.com -- great streaming music
on anudder note.wots freakin wrong wif singaporeans? do they hav a disease or sumtin?
juz take the train in the evenin, in the morning. all u see are stoned and very anal looking human beings..or robots. u dun even see a hint of smile in em. back in england, u can sit beside sumone in the train and while readin or browsing thru ur magazine or book, u can share tots of it wif the commuter beside u. have a very decent and harmless convo, talk abt the day's weather, the current stuffs and juz wish each otha a good day when uve reached ur destination. no strings attached.no need to even noe da person's name.or number.juz pure frenly conversation.here in sunny island singapore, u smile at one person in the train, n there they go tinkin ur crazy. and wots wif the those salesman in stores who dun even greet u properly as u touch their merchandise but juz make known their presence that they are watchin u by juz sayin "YES?"
dats freakin rude. da correct way will be " yes..boss...ma'am...hey good mornin...how can i help u?"
and in crowded places, please apologise after uve stepped on my toes. dun look at my face as if i bump into u. and thers such a thing as excuse me if im blockin ur path, not push me to the sides. and please say ur thanks if i press the elevator door fer u.
yes. izzit juz the anal me? or is all these happenin to u too?
ok to stop me from settlin too much tots into these irrelevant piece of life, i hav a list here.
* Audrey Niffenegger - The Time Traveler's Wife
* Chuck Palahniuk - Haunted
* Khaled Hosseini - The Kite Runner
* Milan Kundera - Immortality
* Milan Kundera - The Book of Laughter and Forgetting
* Nikki Gemmell - The Bride Stripped Bare
* Susanna Kaysen - The Camera My Mother Gave Me
* Tim Burton - The Melancholy Death of Oyster Boy
* Amitav Ghosh - The Glass Palace
* Tim Burton - The Melancholy Death of Oyster Boy
* John Burdett - Bangkok 8
* Jane Green - To have and to hold
* Augusten Burroughs - Running with Scissors: A Memoir
* Emily Griffin - Something Borrowed
Offers to lend or give are welcomed.
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9:55 am
Wednesday, May 18, 2005
the man is out ther in the cold weather, wet in the jungle. blardy army. since he is the 2nd biggest fuck ard in camp, why cant they juz let him off n not go fer outfield training?
and due to absence of electricity, he is saving energy for the mobile. fer a week, means of communication is juz via sms.n i so miss him badly. one two sms per day is juz not enuff.
suprisingly, one of the previouses, or as the best fren calls him, the mistake, reappeared last nite. when im all alone,when im all tossin n turnin, worryin fer the man.his sms came at 4am, as per norm, as he wud hav always used to when we were together. he was tellin me dat he juz got back from a backpackin trip.to meet his sailing frens. and wots freaky was, the best fren had dis hunch earlier in the evening he wud reappear soon, wif an sms in the wee hours.
i answered the sms wif a hello and good mornin. i noe i shud hav ignore it. shudnt hav replied. now im feelin guilty.
and the man dussen even noe of the existence of this one mistake in my life.
baby i miss u.
A picture of u I hold in my hands
Thinking of the good times we hav
a smile reach my lips
My eyes closed and i see
I see myself in this picture with you
Hugging and laughing
Another picture appears
You're kissing my lips and holding me near
Looking at each other, we smile with each glance
This time you hold me like you never have
my heart begins to race
As you run your fingers across my face
Your arms reached my waist
You share with me your warm embrace
You whisper "I love you" softly in my ear
And exclaimed how happy you are that I'm here
Then with a kiss it ended
I wish that moment could come alive
this picture of u and me
coz i miss u real bad
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10:24 am
Tuesday, May 17, 2005
4 out 5 blogs i read todae raved about Dogville, which was shown last nite on arts central. fantastic. i was watchin it, but midway thru the movie, tom and grace was watchin me snore. it was a great one nonetheless,. need i say more, wif all the reviews from these blogs.mite as well save the energy typing it all out.heh.
missing a certain someone really badly
damn outfield training.
they had ice cream
they had ice cream togeda
u noe, those sinful creamy ones in tubs
they talk of their pastimes under the nite sky & street lamps
and then she watched him sleep on her lap
she sewed him a heart on his sleeve, a heart identical to hers
he mended the crack in her heart,he was good at it
and she still loves watchin him sleep
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10:28 am
Monday, May 16, 2005
hey guys heard of russell peters?
he is this indian dude from canada who does really good stand up comedies.
download dis 45min clip of his. real hilarious. if u cant stand racist jokes, dun watch this. esp munjens.hurhur.
damn cool la. go download real player ferst aniwae.its a ram file.
click here to download.
oh the last weekend's Jb trip, we got away wif 80 ringgit worth of dvds. da set of band of brothers. bradpitt's seven and oasis's concert dvd.
im officially a pirate. we bought those dvd cases fer 1 ringgit.abt 15 pieces of em.
den we repacked those title covers n dvds into the cases. n voila, its as if we hav a whole load of original dvds.all nicely decked on our shelves. :)
haha
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was watchin pulp fiction AGAIN...fer the 12344789 times, and we realised at one point wher uma thurman was talkin abt making a samurai movie, she was talking abt KILL BILL!
After sufring ard we found out,the idea for Bill first came about waaaay back in the days of Pulp Fiction. Tarantino told Thurman about an idea he had for a film about a female Samurai.At the time, he wrote a few pages, then shelved it to concentrate on Jackie Brown. which was of coz anudder one of his awesome movies.Finally, Uma brought the Samurai movie up again. Tarantino looked back at those pages he wrote all those years ago and realized he had his next project. Although Uma's pregnancy would temporarily halt the start of production, Quentin was dead set on his leading lady.
tarantino's the man!
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1:16 pm
Saturday, May 14, 2005
i paid a price fer vanity.
recently i had dis bad breakout. ive neva had loads of pimples on my face at one time. the norm wud be one pimple everytime miss p is approaching. but oh no, now i have like 6 and counting all over the face.
and with the pocket money the man has given to me which is quite a sum, miss vain here went to the dermatologist juz to have that perfect clear skin again. and fer one pimple cream, one clarifyin gel and a whole chunk of antibiotics to last me fer 2 weeks, the allowance was gone juz like dat.
and i havta go back in 2 weeks time to let the doctor see the condition of my skin. more moolahs literally washed down the sink as i cleanse my face everynite.
peeks from a few nites back
his very cool shoes he bought from taiwan a year ago before everyone here starts wearin this. i loike coz its brown.
the freaken cool buckled belt i juz got. and he is so jealous, he wans one juz like this
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10:56 am
Friday, May 13, 2005
caught kingdom of heaven twice, coz the very smart us cudnt understand it the ferst time. we havta listen properly, pay attention and really concentrate on the movie instead of each otha to noe wots happenin.
and im proud to say we are gonna be one of the ferst to catch return of the sith nex wk!
ive got tix already!!
yeay!
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5:19 pm
i went shoppin yesterdae. a FOX kid tee fer the nephew. some tealight candles for the mum. 2 tops from forever 21. a belt from forever 21. almost got one of em tube babydoll dresses from mango but i already have one from esprit. so i can get that anytime.almost bought a shoe too.from the shoes & handbag sale at taka but i need opinions so i guess i will need the assistance of my fashion gurus winks at isz and poised. heh.
have not been soopa sick fer a soopa loooong time.
was all feverish 2 nites ago. soopa heavy head. zomibified.
den after his indecisiveness, he decided to come over to my place fer dinna. at 830pm.
got all worried as he got my temperature checked. he nagged. fer not tellin him i was nursing a slight fever. fer not goin to the doctor. and he himself mind u, was sick. a very bad bout of flu. so we have a soopa red-eyed zombie-like couple walking around the streets of jelapang, havin dinna at the banquet.
fancy gettin sick even at the same time. and both of us hav not been sick fer quite a while. freaky.
after tomyam n extra spicy mee soto, we felt betta. we felt even betta after a very short and sweet bits of kisses n hugs. :)
so i wun be seein him till maybe tmr morning, or if things at his werkplace are all ok, i'll see him tonite. im still sick, but more of that absence sickness than the fever.
i miss those times when had a lot of time to waste and we juz idle away to the sounds of athlete and lauren hill.
and one fave song, el beso del final by christina aguilera from the havana nights soundtrack.cuddling, reading, talks on our business plans.
this is wot happen when im sick n im missing that cute monyet so much. i digress. i end up not doin werk n here i am. reminiscing.
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11:40 am
Wednesday, May 11, 2005
FUCKEN COOL SONG
very chill out
EAMON LYRICS
Fuck It (I Don't Want You Back)
See, I dont know why I liked you so much
I gave you all, of my trust
I told you, I loved you, now thats all down the drain
Ya put me through pain, I wanna let u know how I feel
Fuck what I said it dont mean shit now
Fuck the presents might as well throw em out
Fuck all those kisses, they didn't mean jack
Fuck you, you hoe, I dont want you back
You thought, you could
Keep this shit from me, yeah
Ya burnt bitch, I heard the story
Ya played me, ya even gave him head
Now ya askin for me back
Ya just another act, look elsewhere
Cuz ya done with me
Ya questioned, did I care
You could ask anyone, I even said
Ya were my great one
Now its, over, but I do admit I'm sad.
It hurts real bad, I cant sweat that, cuz I loved a hoe
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i shud stop eating junks, snacks in between meals. i shud stop eating carbo of sorts.
if i do eat any junks, i shud eat small morsels of em. i shud start taking long flight of stairs instead of elevators n escalators. i shud take care not to look puffy. not to have chubby cheeks. when othas are having dinna, i shud be doing my evening jogs. run in the morning before i go to werk.run after werk.
running is good. eating will make me fat. i'll juz look at u eat when we go out.
skip meals even if it is hazardous to the health. coz then i will be fat. coz i wan u to show me off proudly to ur frens. like u said u wud when i lose weight. coz den i'll compliment u when i stand beside u, juz how u wan me to be.
rite?
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4:59 pm
i tot ive not updated fer the longest time. but its been only 2 days.
i hate crankiness. i hate it when silly little things gets on ur nerves n u get pissed fer the most absurd reason. when u get unreasonable. n i cant be bothered to console u n it becomes a game of silent. and then u will realise ur mistake. your uncalled-for behaviour and ther u go on ur bended knees, and we kiss n make up n things is back to norm.
and this goes on every now and then. tapi pasal aku sayang kau tau, im able to put up wif ur nonsense. dat i can stand all these. this is nuting compared to the crap i get from previous jerks. naseb baik ur gentleman enuff to say sorry. naseb baik kau realise kau cranky giler babi tak tentu pasal is making me go crazy. sebab tu aku sayang kau giler babi.
:)
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11:05 am
Monday, May 09, 2005
a colig's last day on friday. its not complete w/o dat farewell snap.
the physical education teacher look dat i have the hots fer.
we got this from JB, plus foo fighters live, travis live, garden state and kingdom of heaven.
baby got this fer me, we kinda 'got it' from some mama shop, it was closed and this thing was outside the store..cool rite. but inside empty lah xia. da bin is freakin cooool !!
poised got me dis a few mths ago.i lurve it
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10:35 am
Saturday, May 07, 2005
was reading thru nura's bloggie. da part wher she mentioned looking back is important.
and then i remember poised's werds or rather lan's werds "sumtimes u wanna keep a little of sumtin from the past becoz it reminds u of wot u were at that point of time, ur little bit of link wif dat past.becoz the past shapes wot u are today."
its different fer me tho. id rather not even get reminded of the past. yes, there are some happy moments but wot if the moment sumtin u saw or hear triggers dat part of the past, the only things dat u can remember are those that ripped ur heart apart and juz break u down. so let bygones be bygones. its the present and future that matters.
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11:22 am
Tuesday, May 03, 2005
thers still lots that we haven noe abt each otha. n now we are slowly seeing each otha's true colours, bad habits, pet peeves etc.
and being the paranoid android me, im afraid. but i guess these are juz the parts n parcels.
the long weekend was not as great as i wan it to be. we spent every single day togeda. but sumtin was missing tho. no idea wot.
bumped into her. main hilite. finally she saw the man live, and the man finally can put a face to the name on the invite.
saw eunice olsen all w/o the makeup. very sweet, very pretty. but the man tinks she looks so munjen lookin so simple like dat.
so we set to jb at 9pm last nite. to get his basic necessities, since he wun be out fer a week. we whizzed past thru the custom in ten min. got the fags n gum in 5 mikes. cross the road, 5 mikes queuein up at the msian immigration but gawd...the bus queue. it was like toto queue times infinity. we were lucky to get seats in the yellow bus. while the rest got down halfway at the causeway to walk to the spore checkpoint. the traffc was daman heavy. menyemak. we. menyebok org balek dari kampong kita turon jb plak.
rokok punya pasal.
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the people's president departure. deepest condolences to mrs wee n family.
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11:07 am
