Wednesday, April 27, 2005
he was away fer almost 5 weeks. so it seems as if we have been together fer months, when actually on the 26th of April, we only hit the 2nd month mark.
To commemorate that, we had dinna at Siem Reap at Holland V. he loves the place. he loves the poem i wrote fer him, he loves the ambience, he loves the food, he loves me!
hurhur.
and of coz nuting will be complete wifout a picture or two
he juz got his haircut, n my hair is juz a mess.
hey babe, i got ur invite. heh.cant believe u actually invited my man too. he is so touched, coz u remembered his name and actually wrote his name on the card instead of the normal 'min & partner'.haha.matayek aku ni touchy la.hurhur. thanx aniwae. cant wait to see u on ur big day!
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i cant be of much help, im sorry. as a best fren, all i wish for is the best fer u and pray that everything gonna be fine fer u. it breaks my heart to see u this way. u take care n be strong. all will be over soon.im only a call away. *hugs*
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10:13 am
Monday, April 25, 2005
finally, they had the initiation on wednesday.the intiation of mr man into k&K and an impromptu triple date on saturday.
it was haqeem's day out on saturday, we became parents fer da day. we could hav passed wif flyin colours as a young married couple wif a little kid, until dat point wher we both left haqeem on the floor of toysru,let him stare and laffed at us while we enjoyed ourselves wif the latest cool remote controlled army helicopter. heh. crazy parents we will be.
so here are the peeks.
pretti ones. no more timer n distorted faces, coz mr man took dis fer us.
suddenly i look so puffed up
cam-whoring lovelies
in black & white
he likes this pic coz his hair resembles jude law's in Alfie.
them having fun teasing us
haqeem's ferst date wif the man
haqeem's day out at botanic garden
big little fellow
adorable. both of em
ok..wot do u havta say abt dis?
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10:44 am
Tuesday, April 19, 2005
if u ask me, id say LKY dah nyanyok! senile.
not one, but two! mite as well 3 lor. dont allow for maternity grants or wat not for single moms but now we r gonna hav 2 of em dens.
yes to bar top dancing, no to chewing gum.
a bit screwed n crazy.
now lets make the best of my chill out place, before the gambling dens are up.
before we become a city buzz, a sophisticated cosmopolitan city.
bleargh
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2:10 pm
Monday, April 18, 2005
ok ferst things ferst..announcement.drum roll.
neil gaiman of the eva famous sandman series from dc vertigo is comin to town!!
weeehooo!
the singapore film fest is around the corner. take ur pick guys. very interestin film to catch there. go get ur tix.so far we have chosen to catch ghost in the shell 2, n yasmin.but damn, its a freakin movie, why so belahdey expensive xia?
and of coz the man is back. :)
the weekend was so surreal. y does happy times havta pass so fast?
good week y'all. lemme enjoy my cuppa to the sounds of athlete.
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10:16 am
Friday, April 15, 2005
nowadays when im home early, otha than running, one of my fave pastimes is to play wif my dear haqeem. look at him, isnt he a charm?
would love to have one of my own one day.but how to propagate when i haven even tie the knot yet rite? oh well, not anytime soon i guess. but ive been pampering this darling here every day, showering him wif kisses n hugs and of coz gifts whenever i can afford it. 80% of his nice clothes/toys come from me rather than his parents i tink.hurhur.he is one lucky boy, coz i didnt pamper his elder sis n bro this much when they were his age.
his mum suggested i adopt him when i move out one day. no kidding u noe.she sounds serious. but nuting as best as ur own aye.
aniwae mr man hasnt called yet. it has been more than 24 hrs. muz be problems wif the calling card, the handphone, or woteva. and i was waiting fer his call till 2 in the am. didnt switch off the phone during the theory test. brought the phone along fer joggin.no miss calls.no rings.its like eternity. misery.
i wanna wake up tomorrow to sunday morning.
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10:44 am
Thursday, April 14, 2005
if ur lookin fer some songs to download look them up.
u get a taste of elbow and coldplay. from iceland. really dig 'silence' and 'breathe'
elbow's new born gives u eargasm anwyae. :)
gosh..this song speaks fer my situation now.
I drank too much last night, got bills to pay
My head just feels in pain
I missed the bus and there'll be hell today
I'm late for work again
And even if I'm there,
They'll all imply that I might not last the day
And then you call me and it's not so bad
It's not so bad and
I want to thank you for giving me the best day of my life
Oh just to be with you is having the best day of my life
DIDO - THANK YOU
but yeah..thank goodness for his call. im all good now.i tink.
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3:37 pm
Wednesday, April 13, 2005
i woke up late again. 4 werkin days. ive been late. official werkin hrs 9-6 or 10-7. oh well, everyone werx from 10-6 tho.heh. n ive been comin in at 1030 nowadays.
its not gettin enuff sleep.not tired.its lazy. *brett anderson's lazy at the background* current theme song.
i haven been runnin as religiously as before either. it used to be every evening, but wif photography classes and unfinished web projects(read:OT), it's like once every 2 nites. n ive not been eating regularly but i hav junks. so i can see a slight increase in volume on my cheeks! GASP! tembam!!! i cant be too happy i guess.haahaa. nanti jadi boyak n macam mak mok.
and weirdly, i only had vegetable soup and 2 piece of chicken wings fer lunch, n im full. like a snake. how ar? feel so bloated now. how? drink tea eh?
job offers.no time fer interview tho. but freelance projects(projects from the previous co.) are comin in. tuition assignments. Alhamdullilah. enuff to make ends meet.
and now i shud stop eating. heh.
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2:20 pm
Tuesday, April 12, 2005
being old dussen give u the reason to be rude to us young people. n being old dussen mean we still havta respect u if uve done something wrong.
bodoh puay munjen. kau dah lah bawak payong, bertongkat, sedar lah diri. u or ur son could have juz tap my shoulder n asked me to move aside so you could pass thru n get out of the train. but no, kerana kau biadap, kau ketok kaki aku dgn payong kau and expect me to understand wot the freakin hell u wan to do. of coz i wun budge la. kau ketok2 bukan nak cakap. when i finally understood n i give u a bit of space to move, kau tolak aku lagik , kau tepis bahu aku. tak cakap excuse me, tak cakap sorry, tak cakap tenkiu. abeh tu aku buat muka la. sapa lah yg tak pengz kan. abeh tu anak kau nampak, anak kau maki aku atas bawah upside down left right.pekik kuat2 dlm bahasa kau. memang salah aku. mak kau yg kurang ajar. aku yg salah. eh eh...kalau bole aku amek tu payong mak kau, aku ketok kepala kau. bodoh.
dah lah tadi pagi aku pegi snooze kan tu alarm 5 kali. lambat nak mampos. tapi pasal ke-liat-an aku nak bangon dan ke-malas-an aku nak pegi kerja minggu ni, aku pileh baju dgn lembab nye. aku sempat sarapan roti prata plaster dgn ngotot tgk tv channel rcti. ntah lah kenapa minggu ni aku tebiat sket. macam malas. macam nak dudok kat romah, rilek tgk wayang, pegi jogging tunggu sampai ari sabtu datang, menggun ketibaan yg dikasihi. cheh. tapi kerja adalah tanggungjawab.kalau tak buat dosa. tapi aku kat kerja pong aku slack. apa nak jadi dgn anak ko sorang ni pak aji?
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12:05 pm
Saturday, April 09, 2005
its the 9th. its been a week. and its 3 days already. tomorrow it wil be 4 days of loneliness..oh gosh look wot im crappin abt now.
well i spent the last 2 nites in the company of beloved friends. 1st nite when he was out in the jungle, i was at the gym wif tuty. den i stayed over at her place. haha..freakin hilarious when u asked me dat qns juz before we went to bed. n the reaction i got from u ...i was speechless la babe.n of coz surprised to hear of the escapades at werk.hurhr.dun worry ur secrets safe wif me.
news of them galfrens.one got into NIE.bonded. congrats. one wif a new man. congrats to u too.one got has a new crush.hurhur.one's expecting.yeah, im gonna be a godmum soon. oh..the maternal instinct in me. cant wait to get baby clothes, baby books, baby food fer the little one.
i shall run tmr mornin n get things off my mind fer a while. maybe bring mum out n talk to her. haven been at home nowadays.
oh izzit juz me or the post-menstrual thingee making me wail n wail at every emo song, at every blog entry i read abt bfs n hubbies, at every tony parsons' books i read,at every soapy romantic movies (eg love actually, a walk to remember, how2loseaguyintendays) gawd. stop it min. go watch troy n ogle at eric bana. leave all the soapy emo shite till he gets back . im so blardy pathetic aye.
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12:18 pm
Wednesday, April 06, 2005
u noe when ur in dat moody pms mode. nuting can perk u up.cept maybe dat cuppa of black coffee. but well, todae it was sumtin different. it was a mornin call from thousand miles away. n rite after that the radio was playin 'happy people' by r.kelly
perfect!
after my psycho-ness yesterdae, it gave me an assurance things are goin well n fine, n i hav no worries.
:)
todae da last day of werk dis week.goin fer a course thurs n fri.
n last nite we had our first photography lesson. by leslie kee n jeff sumting.heh.
the boss sent us designers fer the lessons. i get to meddle wif a leica, a canon eos n a few leica lenses. heh.
we are doin some fashion photgraphy the nex wk n prolly product shoot in the studio at the MICA building. i need a fuckin camera. maybe i shud juz get a new one. the new LUMIX is a steal man. hurhur.as if. if only my dad is a tycoon.
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10:58 am
Tuesday, April 05, 2005
hey u car enthusiast or i should say bmws fans, go download their latest ads or more appropriately called short films. all featuring clive owen. some of em short movies directed by john woo. its damn real exciting i tell u. trust bmw to come up wif short films juz to promote their cars. both cars n clive dude is sexy in the movies.
Click here for the movies
oh, dun ferget this. catch alexis biedel and my oooh sexxaaaay jessica alba..ooh...n clive owen. im beginnin to like this dude.
heres my freaky horoscope todae hehehe:--
'Peas in a pod' doesn't even come close to describing the kind of bond you two have going on. Really, it's like you were separated at birth or are kindred spirits or something. Others find your ability to know what the other is thinking almost uncanny -- sometimes it's downright spooky. What's more, when you're together, your mental power just grows and grows and grows. Write down all your ideas -- you'll definitely want to be able to reference them later on.
on anudder note, u sore loser. its none of ur freaking business aite. its not my fault things didnt turn out well fer u aniwae. this is wot we called karma baby.
n u can go on ur rampant frustration all u wan. serves u rite.
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10:16 am
Saturday, April 02, 2005
peek-a-boos
one dude in taiwan.
sweeeeeeet?? aku jek yg sweet kat sini hurhur
coffee pple
tak sah tak amek gambar sendiri cam gini
the one who has been giving me butterflies in the tumtum.
it was definitely more difficult this time. the heart felt heavier. the eyes teary.weird feeling that i cant explain coz i didnt shed a tear the ferst time he went away.
we bonded so much the past 4-5days. ther was so much we learn about each otha which prolly explains the emo me when i sent him off at the airport again this morning.
oh well, 2 weeks will pass by fast. i hope.
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11:04 am
Friday, April 01, 2005
werk greeted me back wif 20 unread emails from GM,PR manager, senior designer, 4 diff outlet managers. all wif new updates. heavy werk load. i swear i neva wanna go on another long leave again. unless of coz i really plan it well so i can organize werk.
5 days. definitely fiery n enjoyable 5 days. time well spent.
catch be cool guys,the sequel to get shorty.its freakin hilarious.look out fer andre3000 n the rock. they are the funny ones to laff at.
anywae the man and myself was waiting fer the bus outside the irish pub at winsland house. 2 angmoh came by n waited fer a cab nearby, one tall n lanky, the otha stumpy.
5 mins later, a cab came. the lanky guy opened the door of the cab n turned to hug the stumpy guy. i was expectin him to give that short guy a pat on the back,but instead he put his hands on the butt, n squeezed em real hard. n they kissed. and then as the cab moved on, the stumpy guy stood there at the bus stop, smiling n gazing as the cab went off till its out of sight.
hurhurhur.so romantic hor.
i hate it when u start throwing ur tantrums like dat,esp at her. if ther is anyone u havta vent ur anger out at, its me not her. she is not in the wrong,not now, and neva will be. hate it when u mention nonsensical shite 'yeah, im old, goin to die soon' , and 'u guys can juz put me in the old folks home' and 'whers ur respect fer me?'.
waddahell was all dat fer? aiming it all at her. wher were u all these while?do u even about care abt her? doin all the werk, taking care of the household. she is helpless , she cant talk back, and its my belahdey fault, not hers fer goodness sake.
i juz hate wot i heard last nite. its been in my mind and its gonna burst my eardrums soon. arrgghh!
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1:52 pm
