Monday, February 28, 2005
was goin to send food fer the man n his frens at their camp over at pasir laba. took a cab frm jurong point. soopa kaypoh taxi driver was quarelling wif me over wher the hell the camp was. i told him la i noe wher it iz.its off jalan bahar. but no, he didnt get the meanin of 'off' . he tot it was still jalan bahar, n insist im goin to jalan bahar civil defence recruit camp. and he said "dis one la, civil dfence is army la. ur fren is national sevice rite..here la" wot the fuck ?? den da otha camp is fer wot? n civil defence is army???
and in the blardy cab, he was questionin me why the hell do i take all the trouble to send food to them, is this my ferst time sendin food, wher i live, whether he is a recruit or officer. blardy hell kepo rite? kentot
posted @
9:45 pm
the past week was a really looooooong one. n now things are at a stand still. i have no idea how to react to wots happening rite now. i am excited but not as elated as before.
learnt my lesson. but for how long am i gonna be having these kinda tots rite?
shud give myself a chance wot rite?
posted @
10:11 am
Friday, February 25, 2005
team america was quite a dissappointment. corny jokes. crappy. sick
im like so fucked now la. gonna present my werk to the boss later. n im so sleepy. coz i was out till 6am. movee ended at 2am. didnt wanna waste the cab fare so me n buddy decided to stay out again n wait fer ferst train.
aniwae the joint bday celebration last nite wif da small peepz was awesome. didnt expect the 2nd gift at all. i tot dat was it. the surprise door gift on monday.but i got someting really practical n it was wot i really wanted. thanx babes. and lydia...happy advanced birthday. aniwae u babes are the bestest n miss y'all!
me n buddy actually walked till esplanade from far east. pit stop at bugis fer kopi 0 at 3am. watched mtv cribz and waynes world on hislappie again at esplanade till 545am. i headed fer my sis place. slept fer 2 hrs. woke up, showered, changed into my niece's top , dbs bank, cash in cheque, bus, now im at werk!
hoooray!
im a soopawoman!!
hahaha
crazy eh. n i hav supper date wif one of the poly mates later on at nite.
so
happening n tired xia
posted @
10:14 am
Thursday, February 24, 2005
ok this is like so outdated. hype all over. but i tink SHUTTER if freakin cool. fer an asian horror movie, its awesome!
hah. ok i juz like got hold of the original vcd mah. n no i didnt watch it at home. me n buddy was watchin it on his laptop at the playground 2 blocks away from my place.haha. at 9pm. wif the wind blowing. wah liao, the atmosphere was juz right la. freaky i tell u.
hahah.
and blardy hell, if u guys hav watch it ar, u guys shud remember the really cute main character wif the aching neck. i was so freaked out when i woke up this mornin wif a stiff neck n backache.really!! tak bedek. haha.apparently i was not sleepin on my pillow but my plush toy which explains the ache.hahah..scare the shite out of me manz.
ok la.gotta get back to werk. came in early to finish up werk n taking half day later to run n of coz...a definite fun gathering in the evening. half day IF i manage to get my werk done by 2pm.yeah
posted @
9:52 am
Tuesday, February 22, 2005
so lethargic. so tired. so freaking sleepy. so much fer wanting to go back home straight yesterdae. i was in the train on the way home, rceived a call frm buddy. he wanted to come over to bp to check out the banquet and to pass me the materials for the army explosives signs i hav to design. then 5 mins after the phone call, sis called. wanted to hav a belated berthday celebration wif me at danga bay. checked my bag, yeah got my passport.
i called buddy up and asked him along. and at 715pm, all 3 of us were at kranji. by 845, we were already across the causeway, on our way to good cheap food.
can u believe it? haha..i managed to drag buddy fer dinna wif my sis.
it was awkward lor.haha..but at the end of it, everyone went home smiling. sis was happy wif the food. buddy had his cheap ciggies.and me i had good company.
hahah
and of all places, i bumped into a colig at city square. got home at ard midnite i tink. and was surprised to see a package and a big black paper crane on my table. wah liao. can u believe it? sumone actually drop by to my place to leave my birthday present. and i tot all of u babes ferget. and i was so touched, i cried when i saw the msg on the paper crane. u guys are the sweetest la. muahz!
no wonder U keep on askin me if i was gonna be home in the evenin. and all the sms-es when i was in jb, askin if i was home..or outside. really unexpected. ahakz. aniwae the gift is totally cool.awesome babes. thanx once again.
posted @
9:42 am
Monday, February 21, 2005
fuckin cool awesome mashup of greenday's boulevard of broken dream, oasis & travis!!!
CLICK
posted @
5:12 pm
UPDATED!
PICS FROM 20th FEBRUARY --CLICK!
:)
thers nuting dat can describe the feelings i have fer em. i noe i love em.
it started wif supposedly a gathering at coffeebean westmall. i only saw the best fren. she gave an envelope, and a small gift. no its not a card, its a clue la dey. in malay. panton some more. along wif it, a single trip ezlink card.
decipher, translate. im suppose to go to woodlands to get the 2nd clue and 2nd gift.
bread talk i went to. the 2nd 'phil' at the route mark. i was supposed to sing hot cross buns, but and change the werds to pork floss bun. and only after that do i get my 2nd clue. another tough one. another panton. boat quay last pit stop.and the 2nd gift.another cute little package.
and ther at boat quay, they have a spread waiting fer me. the cake, the rest of the people.beside the big fat chick installation. wif loads of hungry pigeons. we ate out hearts out.haha. stuffed ourselves.singing heartily. it was like as if we dun hav a care in the world. esplanade park was next. and there, after the rest hav arrived, i received the last gift. the real one. so unexpected all these. really really touched.
thanx fer the lovely card my dear chubby wubby bear. hehehe
muah.
heh..luckily the gift was werth all the running n travellin ard the island , the amazing race. haha..okok kidding. woteva the gift was, u guys are fantabulous n once again...beeeeg hug!
hehe
posted @
10:19 am
Sunday, February 20, 2005
its 8.40am. juz got back abt an hour ago. n i cant sleep. still very much overwhelmed by the one helluva parteee nite.
i cant believe i spent the ferst few hrs of my 23rd birthday wif a bunch of dudes i barely know. haha.
started the day basking under the sun at tanjong beach wif sis jenna n her bro.thanx fer the lip gloss n tee. n of coz ur company was very much apprciated.
caught CLOSER wif isz later on. natalie portman was hot la...she was a blardy stripper in the movie n oh gawd...i get turn on i tell u. n jude law's characted is such a dissappoinment. he is LOSER lor. n julie roberts...oh my...gorgeous!
guy buddy came when we were at banquet. i was in shock when he was wearing the same coloured top. it was so unintentional lor.haha.same shade of maroonish purple lor.haha. isz was narrating to buddy the storyline of CLOSER when my mobile beeped. an sms from the buddy. hurhur.sweet one ther.
isz went home.me n buddy headed to orchard fer a brief experience of chingay. we were smart enuff to go up to the 2nd floor of HELLO singtel to watch it ,in comfort.wif chairs n aircon.haha.
went down to phuture.coz i had invites for their poptart session. which was totally a letdown.
i forgot that the clock struck midnite n it was already my birthday coz we were busy deciding wher to go. only when i received sms-es from frens wishing me stuffs did i exclaimed " oh my..its my birthday already..i juz got my ferst bday wish"
and the buddy went "wot the?!? i was wif u all nite long and i ferget ?"
hilarious i tell u. i was laffing my head off. he then gave me a birthday hug all,sang birthday song in the middle zouk wif a candle in hand(kapok from zouk la).i made a wish n blew the candle.
since it was pretty boring at zouk,the pple n music juz dussen goes wif us.so we club hop to cocolatte where the buddy's frens were.had real fun ya. i realised i didnt bring my home keys. so as not to disturb mum, we decided to hang out thru the nite and so we did.al azhar fer supper.chillin at the park. n buddy headed home in a cab ard 5 plus.
im suppose to be sleepin now. but goodness my body is like crazy la. gonecase liao.betta take a nap ah.im askin fer trouble man.haha
and pics from pre barfday gathering.
posted @
8:39 am
Thursday, February 17, 2005
i got this from sumwher..haha..n decided to hav em here..juz in case i ferget.
Q: Why are there so many Sikh money changers
in Singapore?
A: Because they like to deal in Sing dollars.
Q: Why do Sikhs make good shopkeepers
A: Because when you enter their shop to buy
something, you are the buyer; which makes them
the buyee.
Did you hear about the Sikh ambulance?
Its siren goes Babu, Babu, Babu...
What do u call a Bhai who wants to make a U-
turn?
Kebelakangpu Singh
What do you call a Sikh driving a flashy red BMW
who cuts into your lane?
Tiu Lei Ah Singh.
What about the Sikh who likes tao hway chwee?
Yeo Hiap Singh.
What do you call a Sikh who can swim
underwater?
Kuldip Singh Gill.
What do you call a Bhai in a swimming pool?
Kuldip Singh!
What do you call a Bhai who drinks only beer?
Jasbir Singh.
What is the study of young bhais?
Microbhailogy.
What was Mrs. Singh called when she acted in a
porno movie?
Hard Kaur!
What was Mrs. Singh called when she posed for
Playboy?
Bohcheng Kaur1
What was Mrs. Singh called when she joined a
Cantonese criminal gang?
Dai Kaur!
What do you call a Bhai wife-abuser?
Rotten to the Kaur!
What was the Six Million Dollar Bhai also called?
The Bhai-onic man!
What do you call a Bhai doctor?
Tantock Singh!
What do you call a Bhai in shock?
Surpri Singh!
What do you call a Bhai who comes to visit you
every three days?
Sarjit Singh!
What do you call an idle Bhai?
Relac Singh!
What do you call a Bhai who keeps turning round
in circles?
Pu Singh (pusing)
What do you call a Bhai who's lost?
Mis Singh!
What do you call a Bhai who lives between
Singapore and Kuantan?
Mer Singh!
What do you call a Bhai who's coming only
tomorrow?
Mahjit Singh!
What do you call an alcoholic Bhai?
Jagbir Singh!
What do you call a unique Bhai?
Justwan Singh!
What do you call a Bhai who likes Chinese herbs?
Gin Singh!
What do you call a Bhai with only one testicle?
Balwant Singh!
What do you call a Bhai on a tightrope?
Balan Singh!
What do you call a Bhai who celebrates Mother's
Day?
Amarjit Singh!
What is the official mode of transport for Bhais?
Bhaicycles!
What do you call a young Bhai?
A Singh-let!
What heart surgery procedure did Mr. Singh
undergo?
A bhaipass.
What is the study of Sikhs called?
Bhai-ology
Just Passing Through
A Sikh was on his way to Khalsa Club when he
decided to take a short-cut through somebody's
garden. The owner comes out angrily:
Owner: Hey, do you know you are trespassing?
Sikh: No, I'm Jaspar Singh.
How Singapore Got Its Name
When Raffles sailed up the Singapore River for the
first time, he saw a Malay woman taking a bath in
the river. She had left her clothes on the river bank.
As Raffles sailed by, he saw a bhai sneak up and
steal her clothes. The upset woman started
shouting after the thief, "Singh kapoh! Singh
kapoh!"
posted @
11:37 pm
Wednesday, February 16, 2005
im so pissed. im so mad. macam nak meletop.
I want to kill this man but he turned around and ran.
I¹ll kill him with karate that I learned in Japan.
He wouldn¹t see my face. I wouldn¹t leave a trace.
I wouldn¹t use a bullet cause a bullet¹s a disgrace.
Aw, mom, I never thought that I was a murdering man
but tonight I¹m on my way.
ben kweller - on my way
posted @
3:33 pm
Tuesday, February 15, 2005
i didnt have anything plan fer this pantat gatal dae. or as hamdan called it, pagan lust day.
i was in my selekeh ness, in my spag top, faded jeans n slippas. had no accecories on wif juz my cheap watch n da 'say no to premarital sex' band.hahah.
coz i was planning to go fer my training in the evening. my runs.
den at 5pm, this guy i juz chatted wif a few nites ago beeped me. we goin grocery shoppin la.ended up at jason's. ben & jerrys. outside capitol.
a ferst. after years, i spent this day wif not a group of frens but a guy la. even tho he is a new acquaintance, its sumtin new lor.
well, i received this sms from someone which i tot was like wtf.
"hey how was ur vday? im celebrating wif frens in town"
which i replied
"celebrate wif frens? im ur fren. am i included?"
and i got this
" aiyah..these are my campmates. not actually celebrating, juz a gathering..and eat and be merry"
and i replied to that
"nvm, i was juz kidding. i have my own plans too anywae"
kentot peh lelaki
posted @
12:08 am
Sunday, February 13, 2005
time=1743hrs
venue=jogging track
event=running.fell
kat mcrictchie semlm tak jatoh tak apa.kat bk panjang park jatoh.ironis sekali
sms = eh ask Atika to come along la..long time no see her man..she staying around tamp. right? we eating at efl place
i sprinted my way. beads of perspiration rolled into my eyes. a stinging feeling. i continued running. vision blurred. accelerate. pushed my way forward. i tripped. i fell. scratched my knee on the tar-ed tracks. bled. hurts as much inside too.
if im not wrong atika was one of em gals who went for the treetop walk yesterdae afternoon. meaning,'long time no see her' means it has been less than 24 hrs since the sender of the sms last saw the atika lass.
izzit the same atika? was the sms really 'misdirected'? or purposely 'misdirected' to my number?
the answer, i dun wanna noe. seriously.
You're in and out up and down
Wonder if you're lost or found
But I got my hands on you
Are you strong enough to tow the line
Are you gonna make me yours
Or do I make you mine
I'm in and out I'm up and down
Wonder if I'm lost or found
But I need your hands on me now
But you don't need my pictures on your wall
You say you need no one
And you don't need my secret midnight call
I guess you need no one
Is anybody waiting at home for you
Cause it's time that will tell if it's heaven if it's hell or if it's
Anybody waiting at home for you
Cause it's time that will tell this tale
I hopelessly, helplessly, wonder why
Everything gotta change
hopeless - train
posted @
6:26 pm
Saturday, February 12, 2005
here are a few pics of this mornin's treetop walk i took wif the trusty 6610i coz the cam's in joberg now. hruhur
i was feelin a tad sad mid afternn, left all puzzled the whole evenin, even when i was watchin ray charles on screen, my mind was sumwher else. i didnt even noe if th tears i cried in the theatre was due to the movie or woteva was disturbin my mind.
aniwae it was really cool bumpin into half of the 77 clan ladies. kecoh korang
heh. fancy ended up watchin the same movie aye.
posted @
10:50 pm
Friday, February 11, 2005
really lookin forward to tmr's canopy walk. as the best fren said it, unwind. and then parteee wif the buddy later at nite. i totally need these. time to ferget everything
oh.im like alone in the office todae. the other 4 goondus who came todae are from the otha department. dis is fun. my music turn up loud. im listenin to happy n groovy songs todae. a bit of change from my emo ballads aye.hurhur
kasabian, santana, chemical brothers. take a listen to chem bros new galavanised.
oh my radiohead is bliss.
i was reading poised's entry and realised her title fer da day "gengster dan gelang kakinye"
hahah
we were tanning ourselves when a group of malay guys n gals picnic-ed beside us.
it was too close that i guess they could hear us, and of coz we could definitely hear em.
one of em cool mat was saying " sudah lah kau nama jek gengster tapi pukol tujoh empat puloh lima dah kena balek..kelam kabot"
at the moment everyone was laffin. me n poised was sniggering.
it was only later when one of em requested to borrow our suntan lotion den we realised y dat mat havta be home by 745pm. he has the watch cum alarm clock cum alert thingee on his ankle la dey. probation period fer the drug offenders beb. no wonder. oh before they asked fer the suntan lotion (which they did when their minahs were in the water) they actually offered us some of the food the brought. ingat kan ikhlas nak kasi makanan, rupanye in exchange fer suntan lotion. stoopid n funny thing was, they were like " eh ma'am dah naik ar...cepat kasi balek tu lotion"
n then the minah was like " oh dah dpt suntan lotion eh....best?"
padan muka mat tu.
and i dun understand these pple, it was hot like hell. and there they hav a can of beer each in their hands. TIGER. alermek takde class la beer. but thats anudder point totally. beer dlm terik panas matahari!?? ada niat plak tu nak offer kita tu low class beer.
hurhur..
kentalan to the max.
posted @
10:40 am
Thursday, February 10, 2005
apologies to my blood sister, poised. gotta rush back and cut short our k&k session for the confused-cant-make-up-my-mind arab dogol. i promised it wun happen again. i owe u one babe. and a present.heh.
arab dogol dropped by at my place,making rush all the way in a cab from our hangout at arab st. cost me 11.50 to juz see him fer half n hr talk abt his weird habits when he was in primary sch. see him admiring the gift i got fer him, see him playing wif the M.A.S.K. and he rushed off fer woteva. only to find him back at home to change an hr later.
aniwae im back from my nite run again. i dunno why im all so on to run every otha day. taking up swimmin lessons. plannin to go fer morning runs at east coast park. arab dogol even asked me if im joinin some biathlon or triathlon. if i trained hard enuff, maybe id consider joining.
but ive always have this fantasy to be one of em sporty tanned chinese gals i see at the beach. those gals who were in the canoein team. gals who do track n field. nice legs. nice tan. yeah id wan to be dat. i used to be like dat but dat was back in secondary sch. now im like fat lor.
gawd...dis is like my theme song lor
Cause I am barely breathing
And I can't find the air
Don't know who I'm kidding
Imagining you care
And I could stand here waiting
A fool for another day
I don't suppose it's worth the price, it's worth the price
The price that I would pay
Everyone keeps asking, what's it all about?
I used to be so certain and I can't figure out
What is this attraction? I only feel the pain
There's nothing left to reason and only you to blame
Will it ever change?
I've come to find,
I may never know
Your changing mind
Is it friend or foe?
I rise above
Or sink below
With every time
You Come and go
Please don't come and go
duncan sheik - barely breathing
posted @
8:59 pm
Wednesday, February 09, 2005
CNY is one boring holiday. on the eve itself, shops closed at 4pm. and u wun hav newspapers fer the nex 2-3 days. everywher is a ghost town wif the exception of little india n geylang.
the eve was junk day. literally stuffed myself wif junk food after running fer 3 consecutive days. the 1st day was oggling at hoobastank's lead, maroon 5's, enjoying primetime liev featuring the good looking cast of ocean's 12. and yeah, a trip to little india fer our dosage of thosai, naan and mustafa ctr wif the parents.
lets hope fer a really sunny day tmr, as the poised n moi gonna hit the beach.
and im looking forward to party days startin friday as Y will be footing the bills, sort of my advance birthday present. u may spot me at china black, mohd sultan or hmm juz a chill out session at bar none again. wif this really cool dude. dats my buddy aye. yeah..n i can put on the new sets of top i got a few days back. will definitely look good wif the tan all. hurhur..once again , no shame.
okie guys. happy holidaes. oh current song is one of my fave rock ballads, when is ee you smile. a lot of bands has done covers fer this song, n i believe this is done by one called bad english. so enjoy it ya.
----
gettin tired of this hot cold hot cold treatment ive been gettin . wot am i manz? yoyo? kepala hanggok la. this is so frustrating.
posted @
7:30 pm
Monday, February 07, 2005
juz came back from my run.straight from werk to the jogging tracks. i feel rilly good.
the weather was good, running was a breaze as it was very windy this evening. i even started the run chattin on the cell wif mrs shafei. :) it was good catchin up wif u, dun worry i was not short of breath talkin to u while runnin, im soopawoman remember?
as i was brisk walking to the tracks from my blk, i looked up to the sky, and there it was the orion's belt. if i remember correctly. and then i saw one of them familiar stars, the brightest one, venus. and then it was like flashback to that one nite a few weeks back. one of the prettiest nite eva. one i will not regret, one that will bring back a smile to my face whenever i tink of it.
i went thru his messages on the mobile, his emails and that one letter he wrote me.that ferst message u sent me.sweetness.*so touched im crying here* no, im not sad. neither am i angry anymore. as i read thru every werd, i was smiling. im glad our paths crossed. i dun blame him for his behaviour, coz he is still young. as ive told my aunt aggie, im not pinning too much hopes on this one.
so let me digress from here. i was counselling a colig earlier in the day.yes, im miss aggie myself, weird aint it, looking at my love life or more to the lack of it.anywae the story was that,her bf has been wif anudder gal fer at least a year. and she only found out abt it recently.and so these questions bogged my mind the whole freaking day.
y arent some pple satisfied wif juz one partner?
bored? not satisfied sexually? no more sizzle in the relationship? if dats the case y dun u juz break up instead of continueing the rship n risk breakin the heart of your partner? its juz unfair. some people are like desperately seeking for love and there u are having the best lover you can get, who cherished u and there u are two-timing. some people juz dunno how to count their lucky stars. no guilty conscience? heartless?
its sad aint it? oh well. reality bites. that's life.
dissappointment aye.
posted @
9:24 pm
Sunday, February 06, 2005
i have deleted the previous entry. so full of profanities. that was typed in a fit of anger.
neva update ur blog when ur dead pissed.
cool down.
take a deep breath.
ok.im cool.
chill.
forgiven.
not forgotten tho.
lets move on wif life now.
and juz take things one at a time.slow.
no rush.
ok back to my routine sunday
clean up the house. get breakfast. jalan2 wif the family/parents/mum.
jog. vcd junkie. lets take a look at the list i have. a bunch of early 90s movies. that im gonna watch todae. and a book to read. u tink i can do all that in one day?
eh wait a minute, i have tues,wed n thurs. eh no, i have plans wif my buddies. okok.chill.can do.
legends of the falls.
reality bites.
when harry met sally.
before sunrise. ( repeat telecast, i juz lurve it)
and yes i still hav audrey tatou's he loves me he loves me not to finish up.
okie...back to the sucker. vacuum cleaner la dey.
posted @
10:26 am
Friday, February 04, 2005
i got this after doin some personality test.
wif regards to the relationship im in now,i guess this song says it all.
SWAY by Big Runga
Don't stray
Don't ever go away
I should be much too smart for this
You know it gets the better of me
Sometimes
When you and I collide
I fall into an ocean of you
Pull me out in time
Don't let me drown
Let me down
I say it's all because of you
And here I go
Losing myControl
I'm practicing your name
So I can say it
To your face it doesn't
Seem right
To look you in the eye
Let all the things
You mean to me
Come tumbling out my mouth
Indeed it's time
Tell you why
I say it's
Infinitely true
Say you'll stay
Don't come and go
Like you do
Sway my way
Yeah I need to know
All about you
And there's no cure
And no way to be sure
Why everythings turned inside out
Instilling so much doubt
It makes me so tired
I feel so uninspired
My head is battling with my heart
My logic has been torn apart
And now
It all turns sour
Come sweeten
Every afternoon
It's all because of you
posted @
4:56 pm
Wednesday, February 02, 2005
me n 2 other coligs were drownin our sorrows at sanctuary last nite. wif free drinks in our hands, we were relaxed by jeffry's crooning to the tunes of bryan adams, bon jovi, creed and the likes.
the 3 of us have similar fate in love at this moment. we r still wondering wot goes up in those fickle minds of our partners. sigh. n men dare say they cant read our minds. wot abt em weird creatures?
so anudder session this friday nite. good music at barnone. :)
posted @
10:06 am
