Monday, January 31, 2005
i guess i will havta sing a different tune now.
things are definitely not wot it seems to be as on the surface.
yeah, im happy alrite. its juz not ecstatically happy lor.
its a fuckin jinx i tell u. shortlived.
i bet this is juz consolation and in no time, it will juz die off.
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10:07 am
Saturday, January 22, 2005
breakie became lunchie.
but its ok.at least he took the effort to take time off from werk to spend time wif me. see the effort he put in. im not at all angry wif him.nevermind dat he went to werk ferst instead of my place as promised n planned.nevermind dat he made a detour from home to werk w.o telling me. he went to werk after i woke him up to send in some paperwerk n told the bosses he has sumtin urgent to attend to at home and wanna take time off. nevermind dat i have been goin thru the wardrone 4000 times.
he is gonna be here in matter of minutes now. :)
unlike mat tapered who has betta werking shifts n lives juz 5 mins away, who dussen even take the effort to see me and i get 'i miss u' msgs 10 0267 298372 times a day.n im still gettin those msgs from him. even yesterdae. 'terribly missin n wantin to meet u dearie'. gawd.save me
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11:13 am
Friday, January 21, 2005
food consumed for past 3 days - potatochips, 2 slices of raisin bread, 2 small piece of dageng rendang, twister fries.
great? im freakin hungry but when i see food, i feel like puking. once i get the ferst spoon in my mouth, my tongue seems to repel it away. dat bad huh. n sleep. oh my dun talk abt it man. me slept at 5am on wed , woke up at 7 on thurs juz to get the so imposible request of the boss to get 500 copies of the corporate brochures ready in less than a day, by inhouse printing, fulfilled! holy crap
malam raya was not exactly wot i tot it wud be tho. altho i met darlink CT n Isz, which was no less fun than usual.
i'll juz havta make full use of these few weeks to have each otha's company then.
otha than that, life's a bliss now. and kit, im scouting fer places already, u still in as my roomate?
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6:48 pm
Monday, January 17, 2005
woohoo..its the golden globe again.
n leo looks real yummy here
and of coz the red carpet. fashion galore. whos hot n who not.
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4:39 pm
Sunday, January 16, 2005
been a really great weekend. short trip to jaybee for supplies of kreteks , my dose of cheap movie ( bridget jones & mark darcy!) , cheap meals n clothes.
then exciting match of liberfool vs man utd at brewforte stadium or actually the small field beside carlton hotel. damn exciting atmosphere.betta than the kedai kopi wif ahpek coz the drinkin area were far from the elevated ala stadium seats. the victoy added on to my almost perfect saturday.
finished up a rather big project for a rather big client. my sideline.freelance. tuty came over to get the mp3s fer her newly bought ipod. then movie marathon, the sisters, stepford wives & fight club. not forgettin of coz our ferst tiger cup. lionel lewis is my man. yeah.
and of coz the potential. ehem. lets juz say im happy now
:)
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11:05 pm
Friday, January 14, 2005
housekeeping.the mailbox.loads of junks.emails dated back from 2002.and mails from him.the ferst email right up to the last email before we broke up.
of coz reading it, made the mascara run. way back in february 2003.been 2 yrs since then. now i look like a stupid panda in the office. shite.
its like a dejavu, juz dat now its the other way round. n i feel real bad now. n i shudnt be. coz its not my fault.no?
fuck it. all i get are frustration and fucken rude msgs at one time n the next, i get msg of concern. i definitely hav made the right choice.
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1:40 pm
Thursday, January 13, 2005
3rd entry of the day.
amidst the busy schedule n werk piling up, im doin it all slowly. coz if i turn on my efficient n fast mode, i'll hav nuting to do tmr and nex wk, so y dun i entertain (or bore ) u guys wif my updates
check dis out baby
drrrooolsome loverboy
check out the trailer --> click
cant wait fer this, CLOSER..can u imagine jude law n julia roberts in one movie..!!
awesome!
jude law frenzy!!!!
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2:56 pm
2nd entry of the day.and its only 11.36am.
coz i cant wait to post this up.
niceness!!
oh did i tell u i hate yellowcard's only one. i hate emo-punkrock-wannabe-i-wanna-kill-myself-chic. i hate this song. juz becoz one mad man juz dedicated the song to me.
oh thank YOU for the pocket ashtray from nippon land! ive posted the pic u noe. i luve it!
oh samar cafe food is not as nice as its ambience.
bleargh.
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11:35 am
neva in my life hav i been stalked dis bad. or even been stalked.
its so freaky.
the way things are rite now its as if he is in denial.
dat he dun fucken care ive end it all.
guys, is ther a way where i can block sms from a number?
its gettin so annoyingly absolutely irritating.
reading the ferst line of each msgs juz drives my fingers down to the delete button without even finishing the whole content of the sms. its that scary u noe.
help me people.
sumtin fer me to cheer up to
oh trip to jaybeee again this saturday.camping at sentosa in the evening n prolly a trip to kallang this sunday.whooopie! cant wait fer the weekend
oooh.how can i ferget this? anudder one of em sumone got me this from japan.
cute aye..pocket ashtray!
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10:06 am
Wednesday, January 12, 2005
its only the 12th.but who cares im counting down already.
every freakin yr.
so guys..im givin u time ..for this..hurhur....will be the best gift eva
or juz this will do. but it dussen hav fm radio.
so one of em cheap mp3 playa wif fm,light,small wil do juz fine.
yes thanx a lot. its cheap rite.. hurhur
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4:52 pm
Tuesday, January 11, 2005
meanwhile check dis out
Rock Opera - Kisah Seniman (An Artist's Life)
A unique fusion of rock music with traditional theatre, Singapore's first unplugged and full acoustic Malay rock concert will be a musical performance experience like no other. Rock Opera showcases the ability of traditional music elements to enhance rock music with dynamism, energy and fun.
All songs, re-arranged with new instrumentation, will feature a vocal ensemble comprising of a local choir and an a capella group from Indonesia to add the operatic element to the concert. With performances by rock legends of the Malay music industry, including Unwanted, Hanafi Warren, Lovehunters, Nash, Zoul, and a choir led by Ann Hussein, this will be a high-voltage concert like no other!
When: 05 Feb 2005 (Sat), 8.00 PM at the Concert Hall
Concession price for students at $17.50, $22.50; NSF Men and senior citizens at $24.50, $31.50.
anda mau rock!?!
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1:16 pm
i woke up shocked. had a really bad dream. it started out so surreal. it was me n my family in my new place called home. my own home.
everyone was excited and busy. my beloved nephew was playing at the lovely balcony that i had decorated. and then there was wif his naughty antics, he juz tripped and fell off the balcony 20 storeys down.and i woke up in sweats.
a minute later, the phone beeped.
and after reading the msg that came wif it, i felt like banging my head on the wall. y the phuck are u tryin to make me feel guilty? y are u doin this to me?
n in anger, i cried. i cried. yes.
phuck u. thanx fer making me feel shitty. wot a good start to a really supposedly nice weathered day.
he is not lettin me go!!arrgghh
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9:56 am
Monday, January 10, 2005
it feels so weird to be so pissed wif the closest buddies fer the ferst time eva.
i was so fucken touchy , i find myself a bit absurd.
i read their werds in da way which made me burst. which juz kept me silent.
how could i even tink of dat? wot the fuck is happenin to me? so sensitive.urgh. i hate myself fer dat one moment.coz after all they are my lovelies. no hard feelings. no worries. love u both.
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11:33 am
fly like a bird.
dats wot i really wanna do rite now.
coz im free.
ive gain my wings of freedom.
no more late nite fights.
no more silence.
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10:26 am
Saturday, January 08, 2005
bunkin in at the best fren's headquarters tonite. a stay home saturday.
exhausted from friday's very hectic schedule.
10 to 6 - werk
7 to 9 - bbdc,class 2b ( yes arrr)
9.50 to 11.50 - meet the fockers
12.30 to 2am - drinkin session at holland v (kahluaaaaa)
2.30am to 3.45am - prata plaster at al ameen
4am to 5am - on the phone (the potential)
and suddenly i was werkin this mornin.coz one of the managers gave me an urgent task to be done by last nite at only 530pm.
woke up at 930am , reached werk at 11. finished up everythin by 1pm.
get down to little india fer paper thosai. see the things im eatin, plaster la paper la.hurhur.ketawa sendiri kat joke sendiri.aku dah gile.
got really cool watches at mustafa centre. very happy
then got em long wanted bling bling at bugis. woodlands to check out the hp n pasar mlm..and now im indoors..after a hearty meal prepared by nur's mum. i juz lurve anything she cooks lor. kenyang..burp.
okies...tink im gonna bobok.have not been gettin enuff past few nites . wot wif late nite phone calls wif a potential, and late nite squabbles via sms wif him. im so pharked and pooped. woteva dat means
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7:04 pm
Friday, January 07, 2005
someone went to joberg and came back wif this
chocs wif msgs especially juz fer us
and i was so touched,i cant help having this pic taken
catsup?
isap kucing peh tooot kape?hurhur...hardcore siol
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10:44 am
Thursday, January 06, 2005
colig: hey babe, u in love or sumtin like dat?
moi: huh? wot talking u? no la , y
colig: no la, nowadays u look so radiant, very pretty, dressin up to work
moi: y cannot? so u prefer the untidy bo chap me? crazy..if im in love, it wud be the end of the world u noe.
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nonsense kaaaan? aku selekeh salah. aku pakai cantek2 pon nak comment.
oh the date was a short one. nope,not a sweet one either. haha. prevented the nite from goin on wif the xcuse of goin back to finish up some urgent matters fer the werk. so as to reach home safe and sound wif no hanky panky n not even a slight touch of the hands wotsoeva. hurhur.never. but surprisingly, he was dressed aprropriately for the occasion. fer once, at last, i like wot he was wearing. but dats juz it, coz i was the one left talking and making the stupid lame jokes when i shud be the one sniggering n laffing n juz listenin. and he was juz there gazing at me poking into my food.
and one of my biggest pet peeves, he was late! that aside, one word. BORING MAT. eh wait.dats 2 werds.
dats latest excerpt from the diary of minerva jones.
heh
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11:12 am
Tuesday, January 04, 2005
took this wif kit's mobile last nite before we head out fer waffles at crown prince.sweeeet aint it? hurhurhur
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10:37 am
Sunday, January 02, 2005
EIFFEL IM IN LOVE & LUSH!
goodbye class 95..hello LUSH...
lets groove to sexy sensual smooth tunes..99.5
take a listen to new age contemporary music such as Chill-Out, Urban Lounge and Nu-Jazz.
hahaha
macam ad bernard lim
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oh while the rest were watchin ada apa dgn cinta on suria, i was oggling the new kid on the block from the latest teen flick of indonesia, eiffel im in love! samuel rizal...ganteng banget sih! go get the dvd ya. been watchin this for the 3rd time now.heh. did i tell u he speaks french in this movie?!?!
eiffel IM in LOVE!!
move away nicholas saputra! here come samuel !!
there so romantic rite!
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1:08 am
Saturday, January 01, 2005
suhaila bunk in after the nye supper and so the topic of stupid mats mentality, tsunami, taufik batisah, stupid men was hot way up till our 4am bed time.
and so we were surfin the net anc came across this and found out the guys on the other side of the world are crazy and fucked up. read the comments and guestbook posted on the gallery.
so its 2005. did i tell u i have no mood wotsoeva for celebrations to usher in twenty 05 , wif the crisis all around, i cant help feeling sad. so last nite was juz a low key get together at newton for supper. we were plannin to meet the fockers for our after midnite movie but we got the timings wrong.
oh, had my last bweakfeast of 2004 wif poised. it was just nice.
came to werk at 2p, decorated the party bus til 6. was suppose to be on duty for the countdown party at the wisma outlet.i was told juz as i reached werk that they do not hav enuff pple at the door for reception,which was bleargh. but of coz i was too lazy to go back to the werkplace after the chillin out session at bugis and altho ive bought a top to change into, i decided to call and tell em i juz woke up. and my gosh, was i pissed when they told me they already found the door bitch way before this. cud hav told me earlier so i can save the moolah and not buy that nice top from mphosis for the blardy mardi gras countdown party. but hey its a nice top, i can wear it for other events aye? :)
he text me and asked if i was gonna be hangin ard wif frens fer quite a while as he wanted to spend the last few hrs of 2004 wif me. well, i was already sumwher else and i cant possible leave my friends juz like dat, and so no, i didnt see him last nite.
his so called ' its ok, id juz stay at home in my bed then' turns out to be clarke quay when he did the callin at 3am. heh. expected lor.
ya, dats how 31 december 2004. not very exciting aye.
ohh, my ers is in dey.and no resolutions this yr pls.
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It's gonna burn for me to say this
But it's comin from my heart
It's been a long time coming
But we done been fell apart
Really wanna work this out
But I don't think you're gonna change
I do but you don't
Think it's best we go our separate ways
Tell me why I should stay in this relationship
When I'm hurting baby, I ain't happy baby
Plus there's so many other things I gotta deal with
I think that you should let it burn
burn- usher
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1:16 pm
