The candy floss girl..... She wakes up with the sun

2007-08-28T14:56:00.000+08:00

THE NINES

I cant wait for this film. its either a make or break. gawk at ryan reynolds as a troubled actor, a television show runner, and an acclaimed videogame designer .
i suspect this is the rumoured THE SIMS movie.
he is soopa hawt wif those glasses!

2007-06-20T10:19:00.000+08:00

the only lines i tink i can make out

"saya ada burung pipit, satu ari jatoh saket....
saya ingat nyamok gigit ( i tink la)
nananana
ada kampung nananana
di rumah pak hasan
ada seseorang tukang kebon...namanye oh afik..."

hahhaha
ya dats it..really.
can u believe it he can actually pronounce SE-SE-ORANG?
hehhahahaso cute la ko nie haqeem

2007-05-26T13:14:00.000+08:00

YOU are not perfect either.

2007-04-28T10:38:00.000+08:00

Stockholm syndrome is a psychological response sometimes seen in an abducted hostage, in which the hostage can show signs of having feelings of loyalty to the hostage-taker, regardless of the danger (or at least risk) in which the hostage has been placed. Stockholm syndrome is also sometimes discussed in reference to other situations with similar tensions, such as battered person syndrome, rape cases, child abuse cases, and bride kidnapping.

Loyalty to a more powerful abuser — in spite of the danger that this loyalty puts the victim in — is common among victims of domestic abuse, battered partners and child abuse (dependent children). In many instances the victims choose to remain loyal to their abuser, and choose not to leave him or her, even when they are offered a safe placement in foster homes or safe houses.

2007-04-16T12:02:00.000+08:00

Mohd Riduan Bin Abdullah passed away on the 13th of April, Friday at 2.15pm.
He left behind his loving wife and two sons, the first one who juz turned 3 and the youngest barely 3 months.

He passed away peacefully with his wife by his bedside.

My sister called to inform me that afternoon of his demise. i was not crying till i thought of the two boys, Riqy and Nifael. Riqy was looking for his Papa when he woke up in the morning.
"Mummy, Kiky lapar..nak makan roti.Papa beli kan"
He cried for his Papa when he fell down. He looked for Papa when he wanted to pee.
You could see tears running down his mum's cheeks.

You see his dad when you look at Nifael. He will grow up not knowing his dad. Not gettin the love and care of a father.

My family giving all we can financially, emotionally to support my niece, Ain.
May Allah give her all the strength to go thru these tough times.

2007-04-10T10:00:00.003+08:00

usually we prolly wouldnt be be on our feet, would not believe or even care until someone in our family, someone we love, or even we ourselves have been hit by it. by then, of course its too late to take actions and regret.

for the past few months, my dear niece who has juz given birth to her second son has been runnin to and fro to the hospital every single day. she's probably there 20 out of 24hrs a day, goin back only to shower or taking a look at her 3 months old son, sending her other 3-yr-old to school. her hubby, only of 29yrs, is diagnosed with lung cancer. He has been hospitalised for almost three months.

The cancer cells has now spread to his eyes and he has not only undergone chemotherapy but radiotherapy. He is in such a condition now that he has difficulty breathing as his lungs is now suffering from major infection and water retention. it hurts to see him suffer in that way.
perit. the heart breaks when u see his little kid running around the ward not able to even hug or kiss him. my nephew was still undergoin chemo when his second sun had his circumcision done two weeks ago.

last night, all of us were there. with prayers. praying for miracles. i have not seen my niece cried that bad. the doctor told her its juz a matter of time now and we must all be ready for the worst. childhood friends, colleagues and relatives came reciting surah yassin.

my niece's husband, is a smoker. a heavy smoker. he used to hang out a lot wit my late brother. both of them are the only smoker in my family. heavy chain smokers.
please my dear friends, do cut down on the fags. i know its hard to quit, it takes patience and time. slowly. if not now, when? think of ur dear ones. ive lost a brother. it has not been a year yet since he left us, and my family has to take another blow.

do not let this happen to u and ur loved ones. please.
for now, my prayers are for Mohd Riduan and his family.for miracles, for God to make it all less painful for him.

2007-03-10T11:02:00.000+08:00

my dear haqeem, only three, and he is already ipod-ized. btw, he was listenin to Radja, takkan melupakanmu. haha. his fave song fer now.

he is my entertainment wen im at home.

2007-03-09T21:46:00.000+08:00

u can call me crabby for now.
i am now boncit . and walking like a boy who has juz gone for his circumcision. i walk like a crab. i need a boya to sit on.

boncit because the fibre supplemen the doctor provides is causing my tummy to bloat.
fyi, i went fer a surgery last week. it was meant to be a followup check up wif the specialist that thursday afternoon when they doctor found out the growth in my lower intestine or actually near my rctum is gettin bigger.

yes people, i went into the OT to let them cut off some lump frm my ass.
the recovery period now is a painful one. i cant sit for long. i cant walk for long.
i gotta get the doc to tenyeh2...clean the little hole they left on my butt every freakin day.
they didnt stitch it up fer fear of another growth...so i now hav a crater butt. haha

i have another week to go before the medical leave is up. thanks to my dear little haqeem who is keepin me company wit his antics while im at bukit panjang...and thanks to dear friends n the internet to keep me goin on while im at surrey.

they gonna snap up the thread inserted into the rectum n the 'hole' on the 21st to close up the skin. i hope i can ask fer local anesthetia.hahah.fat hope.

2007-02-20T22:10:00.000+08:00

the party ayam

randoms peeks from nura's showcase & of 20th february

2007-02-13T23:06:00.000+08:00

dah update!!!
our kay-elle trip peeks!
klik klik!

2007-02-06T15:19:00.000+08:00

what are ur tots when u see this?
do u get goose pimples?

2007-02-05T17:28:00.000+08:00

with the new rent and of course, after ending the 2 year freelance contract wit the infamous restoran indo-china (which adds on to the cheque i bring home every month), things seem a bit tight currently.
perit nak mampos kau.
i was so eager to bank in the rest of the cash last night after e got back from kay-elle ( more abt the trip later on), aku is sungguh the shock!
okay. reality smacked right on the already very runwaylike chest. saket. camne ni nak continue wif project runway..eh salah project kahweng. lets hope the tambi in the office gets on wif the stuff as promise asap. Alhamdullilah the other contract wif the production house still stands.
i can still live comfortably. heh. lagik bole minom air starbucks..hwahwha..merepek siao.
melampau aku ni.
so anyways back on track, after lookin thru the accounts, moi sms the man.

me: dey, like this eh, must by house already la. cannot continue renting (setep kesian). mcm gini h-s-b-c must start paying me for my freelance services! ( so u see i am the one who has been creating some of their internal posters/handouts n wotnots on behalf of the man)

the man: notti la, u goin to be director soon wot...

me: ah ye la tu! sekali lagik lima tahon baru jadi manager camne? you beli kan i kedai la kat bali lane. nanti i jual brownie and sweet and sour fish! ( his two fave dishes which i can whip up real good!) sure sell like hot chocolate one!

the man: haha so cute!

apa sak so cute dia jawab. is that a "yes i will work on that fer u to be boss of ur own store"
or "no, work ur ass off till u earn enough to feed all our future cats"
hahahaha
aku merepek.

will u guys come to my stall at bali lane if i sell fabulous, fantalicious ikan masam manis n brownie only!??
heheheh sapport la

toodles!

2007-01-09T15:03:00.000+08:00

everyday i have company for lunch. me. and oldchangkee
from across the road.cheap & good.
eating alone can be a bliss. simply put, therapeutic.
some find it weird. some think dat being alone, we are lonely. whose life have hit rock-bottom. whos love-less. who does not enjoy other's company
lemme just say, in the place where you have your lovelies around to accompany you, you can still be lonely. dats very sad.
me, im happy wif my chicken wrap and sotong ball

2006-12-08T15:57:00.000+08:00

*warm fuzzy feelin in the tumtum*
not sure why. its december i supposed?

heh.

sudah lah tu min.berangan jek macam mat jenin. but it doesnt hurt to dream right?
tapi aku tak berangan la. ni semua org cakap "kita yg merancang,Tuhan yg menentukan"
betol tak?

as of now, we have four cats in the house. till monday that is.
jdai caretaker sekejap pasal helmi peh mak dan kakak pegi holiday, jadi kita tukang jaga 3 ekor kucing campor smeagol dah empat.. skrg korang bole panggil aku catwoman.

did i tell u dat smeagol dah ilang his crown of glory? itu kucing dah jadi macam poodle sesat kaler hitam. sudah kena togel. shaven. kesian. skrg dah betol2 macam gollum dlm LOTR. this cat likes to lick herself. so dia lick lah bulu die jugak. sampai tertelan.hairball berlambak dlm tekak.jadi saket2...jadi dia muntah2. tak ke kesian tu. jadi skrg aku ada kucing togel dan more seram looking than ever.

2006-11-25T16:59:00.000+08:00

thanks for all the condolences and prayers love.
a week has passed and i have finally come to terms with the lost.
it was hard initially, affecting me at work n my health.
reality hits soon after and im back on earth.
he is not forgotten tho. The Alfateha for him every single after the solat and his face is there. even as im typing this down.
he is somewhere better now. Right now,no wasting time. spend every single free time wif my loved ones. esp dad. seeing him like dat pains me. tearing as he sits by the door and dat he keeps saying " asik terbayang2 ajek arwah nye kat pintu baru balek kerja"
but dad needs me the most now. we need to really take care of him. jus the other day, he got into a daze and ended up at the other side of bukit panjang. luckily my cousin bumped into him and drove him home.
hmmm... its hard now for us. but i guess im coping well. thanks tuty for the constant sms-es. colleagues who bother to listen. i'll never be able to get thru this wifout u guys.

2006-11-20T11:22:00.000+08:00

When i woke up this morning, i wish it was friday the 17th december again.
the mind re-enacted the happenings of that fateful friday and i couldnt stop crying.

i didnt quite feel the lost till saturday after the funeral.

i woke up that morning wit the urge to ponteng, go back to bukit panjang n bring my parents out.
the man's plan that day was to go out jalan2 wif his parents n i kinda envy that. i shrugged the thought of as the boss was not quite happy wif me being late the past few days.

i took a different route that day to work. took the bus at the bus stop near tan tock seng instead of the usual hotel royal bus stop.

it was not until ten am that i received the call from mum.
by the time, i got home and brought her to the hospital, he was already pushed into the mortuary.

i didnt had a chance to see him for the last time. if only mum had called earlier. if only the traffic was clear. if only that morning at the bus stop, i knew he was already there alone during his last moments. never did we all expect that 1st Syawal was to your last wif us

my dear brother, why didnt u tell us u were sick? why did u hav to go first?
why did we drift apart when we used to be the closest among all 5 of us?
thank u for loving me, for pampering so much when i was a little girl. i thank you for those laughter n joy u bring to the family. im sorry i haven been a good sister. im sorry i didnt spend enuff time wif u. i will miss u loads.

2006-11-16T14:00:00.000+08:00

kengkorang seme....semlm ada tak sape2 menonton Project Runway??
nampak tak apa dat german beauty, heidi klum pakai at the last runway?
its a very cute flowery babydoll dress. n shes got boots on!
tell me anyone...where can i get me one of those cute dresses?

2006-11-10T15:39:00.000+08:00

updated peeks!
clicketty click-->

2006-11-06T13:41:00.000+08:00

hi people!!
i got this from suhaila.
if u are bored, have loads of time to spare...(TUTEE i know u do!)
please take time for this.
thank u.

u can email me, leave it in the comment box or whatever means u tink i can read it from. heh

1. Who are you?

2. Are we friends?

3. Do you have a crush on me?

4. Would you kiss me?

5. Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it.

6. Describe me in one word.

7. What was your first impression of me?

8. Do you still think that way about me now?

9. What reminds you of me?

10. If you could give me anything what would it be?

11. Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?

12. Are you going to put this on your blog and see what I say about you?

2006-11-03T12:08:00.000+08:00

it was our anniversary last week..or was it the week before. heh
i gave him a memo clipper wif a little black cat representing me to hold up these cards that ive made for him! so he can show this off to his colleagues. show off my photoshop skills la.heh.

actually the collage really brings back loads of memoriies. esp those photos when i was the chubbyMacamCheenaMukabanyakJerawat gerlpren and he the BudakArmyHitamNKental boipren. maybe pasal kita are the KentalCouple as according to isz onceuponatime, which is why we are so MFEO. dun u tink we look so good together?

yes we are not even two yrs of age. heh. we are still very much a young couple. thers much more tongue-lashing arguments ahead of us, a lot more decision makings, a lot more loving to look forward too, and more exciting plans in the very near future. heh.
but i am the very sexcited we hit the tw0-digit mark! never hav i tot we will go dis far.lookin back at those rough times we had initially, its a feat. i know many close pals who didnt tink we'd make it.but we did.
sounds like dat national day song aye?
im proud to say dari zaman dulu2 tak tentu arah sampai skrg dah jadi the NewAgeWhiteCollaredProfessional(dats wot one of my buddies, Rory, referred us as),
we have matured loads in this relationship. n im so proud of my baby now, for lots of things he has done for me and us.

lets jus say, it has been very the bliss. no complains. im very much loved. very the spoilt and pampered. very much in love. =)
mushy nye entry ari ni eh

2006-11-02T10:13:00.000+08:00

:)

thank u.

i bet the kids had fun last night.

dad was delighted to see u.

mum definitely loves talking to u.
she cant wait to go widarja shoppin wif u baby.

thank u sis for sms-ing me yesterday. tellin me that dad cooked ayam masak merah
n requested me home for dinner.

n my dear mr man came down wif me for the customary raya visit. heh.

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ooh, part 2 series of umie aida & ako mustapha lurp stories is gonna be shown from nex thursday onwards! citer lurp2 yg sedih tu. somethng dgn cinta eh title dia??
heh. dah bertahun aku tunggu part 2. lets hope it wun clash wif prison break eh.

2006-11-01T14:41:00.000+08:00

fuckin hilarious!
if only we could have lecturers like this back then in ann why pee eh babes?
dun u tink he talks like s/h/a/m p/a/t/e/l aka kutel?
haha. i wanna go back to sch.

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sedih plak bila tau rakan rapat sendiri bertunang pada hujung minggu lalu. sedih bukan apa, sedih pasal rakan itu tak memberitahu akan berita baik itu kepada aku. aku tau pon pasal aku ni kepo suka surf2 the net. takpe la. mari kita doa kan agar mereka bahagia hingga ke jinjang pelamin. Amin.

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i still dun get why my boss is still paying the lazy fella jus so he could come in at 9fuckinthirtyam, make his coffee, read the papers and have him out lookin for his new flat till like 545pm before he comes back into the office to supposedly type out a proposal. account director my ass!

2006-10-31T10:36:00.000+08:00

while others are busy uploading raya pics, i am busy wif youtube, and besides i cant find the cable for the sony. heh
anyways this is hawt stuff!!! macma ciom2 ajek. hahah

thanks ija!!

2006-10-23T11:41:00.000+08:00

i feel very accomplished.
amidst all the travelling every weekend or every evening from potong pasir to jelapang. then back to surrey in the late evenings, i am suprised i still have that much energy.
mana tak nye, so far, during those days dat i was back at the mum's place, i have cornflakes macaroon, chocolate chip cookies,oatmeal cookies, some sweet pakai kulit popiah punya kueh to my name. mind you, its quite a feat since for some of the kuehs mentioned above, i have to bake extras for the man's own indulgence. heh
add the brownie fudge cake to the list too as the kids at home was craving for it.
so, the man got his share too. he calls these brownies his precious. he even asked his mum to learn how to make them from me!
wahaha.

ok another hour plus before i scoot off to do some last minute errand before takbir bergema.

kepada semua, jika ada yg tersalah blog, terumpat, ter-apa2, from the bottom of my heart, dgn seikhlas hati, saya mohon maaf ye. Have a great one tmr! Selamat HAri Raya!

2006-10-18T10:29:00.000+08:00

wahaha
look wot i came up wit!
a wentworth miller wallpaper for the desktop!
he's hawt!
now move over adam brody. scoffield is the one la!

click on it to drool all over ur own desktop!

2006-10-17T10:52:00.000+08:00

i luv watchin tv3 when raya is ard the corner. well its all because of those really touching n some cute petronas raya adverts.
these are some memorable ones.

the first one really funny.

this makes me tear

yg ni touching sekali.

i cant embed this but take a look at it here --> http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=A4zHn8ydfws

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WPlUBVX2ZBQ

very nostalgic kan?

the last one i dun understand sgt..but juz as touching

2006-10-16T14:47:00.000+08:00

more food pics

2006-10-05T11:01:00.000+08:00

he is not even two. tgk tu die tgh buat apa? he is sharpening a pencil!! dats my smart little haqeem!

Its the fastin mth again. n of course this is the time we all go ard the island and mencekik ajek. bila time buka tu semuanya dicekik kan? heh

isz and myself met up wif the mak buyong again. this time kengkonon nak makan turkish dessert tu. but ended up having ice cream at swensens n a short walk to esplanade.
me and the man had ben& jerrys and then fish& chips on one of the other days.

juz last night, the three musketeers went down to manhattan fish market! makan sampai tak abes. the pan was huuugeee. the fish was very nicely fried in a light batter, so lemak ok...so seedddaaaap.

the peektures!

2006-10-02T13:48:00.000+08:00

:D

heh. it was a very well-spent weekend wif the man.
we had ben&jerrys. something ive been craving for donkey mths! i had my fave caramel macchiato. then......

we caught STAY ALIVE on saturday after breaking fast wit our families.

it was awesome! i had my eyes closed most of the time! it was dat good ok!
altho the movie was only abt 70 mins long, we tot it was a2-hr long movie pasal seram nak mampos, so many happenings in the movie, u wanted it to end fast, u tot u had been watchin the movie for ages!
its abt this game,set in a haunted house/tower of sort. u have to kill the ghost creeping out of nowhere, the countess living in the tower, the ju-on lookalike kiddo crawling ard, the ring ghost too! u have to stay alive inthe game, if not u'll get killed the nex moment in the exact same way u died in the game! freaky kan??
anyway it has a mix cast of unknowns n well-knowns. firstly u have the cute MIlo from gilmore girls!!

but he didnt last long in the movie. haha
then the malcolm dude.

and of course samaire armstrong! my idol! from oc.

ok anyway since the movie ended well before the time we expected, we went to mustafa! shopping mall kegemaran ramai. haha. he bought his very red england jersey. i got my chocodates. mahal ar. but tak payah pegi dubai untok merasai chocodates yeee semua.heh

after which we had our sahur. mustafa fish & chips! at four bucks, its awesome. generous amt of thousand island. real fish! nt the instant kind i guess. n bandung. sedap dan manis. heh cukop lemak.

on sunday we had the triple cheese chicken pizza at surrey road.
we tot we able to slack n catch the usual movies they had on sundays but instead they had repeat telecast of jon& hady . so we headed down to hmv n bought more dvds. heh

best kan?

2006-09-28T12:23:00.000+08:00

the conversations wif darling Isz has always been an eye-opener. her views and advices have always given an open mind and a different view on my problematic lives. yes looks do give u the wrong impression. u may think all she can ever talk of is fabregas, arsenal and prolly to bitch about a certain someone. well, she is a gem actually. die macma doktor psikologi gitu.
she is one perso who understands me really well. and when she gives u advices, she dun juz talk. she tinks den she lay out her piece. i know i can always turn to her for words of comfort. n to tink she actually missed a few minutes of her fabregas juz to be 'by my side' online the other night. babe..thanks. hugs.
this is my huggable Isz!!

hehhehe

anyway thanks nura for the nicey nice nasi ambeng last night! i miss u loads! thank u for callin me in the mornin to hav that dinner date wif me last night. thank u for comin down to humble surrey hut to breakfast. thank u for the golek2 time on the bed. heh. last night felt like old times eh. when we dun have much adult things to think abt. where all we care abt is wot shall we have to fill our tummy nex? shal we juz golek2 n talk crap? people watch. hahaah. it was all good! dun wait for another eight months to see me ok!! i love u dear!
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on another note, was talking to billa, the newlyweds, a few mins ago.
she was askin me why my nick was "ngantok nak mampos".
this was how our conversation goes.
its a tad long. so skip la if u dun have time. heh
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nurBilla©/Billa ™ says:
apa kau buat semalam sampai ngantok
haha

.sugar spun sista. says:
tak dpt tido ar
dah brape ari

nurBilla©/Billa ™ says:
apsal

.sugar spun sista. says:
since puasa ari tues was da first day aku balek romah newton

abeh aku sorang pasal azmi balek romah die
flatmate aku pon semlm takda
jadi macma tak biasa sorang2

nurBilla©/Billa ™ says:
oh patutla asal kau tak tido umah mak kau or ikut azmi balik?

.sugar spun sista. says:
memang since last friday balek bk panjng
tapi nak pegi keja pagi2
mak oi
potong pasir kau

nurBilla©/Billa ™ says:
oh kesian kau
aku next week laki aku tinggalkan aku
pi reservist 2 weeks
kesian aku tido sorang

.sugar spun sista. says:
eeekksss lama tau

nurBilla©/Billa ™ says:
tu ah
kesian aku
katil aku besar dan sungguh rasa empty nanti
aku nak dia kasi aku baju kotor dia ah so aku leh tido

.sugar spun sista. says:
aku pakai die punya singlet nike kalau aku tido
hahaha
kalau tak aku pelok bantal busok dia

nurBilla©/Billa ™ says:
hehe but then it wldnt be the same without the real physical man beside us lor

.sugar spun sista. says:
yeap yeap
abeh die asek keja mlm jek dis past few days....jadi nak buka or meet him in the evenin pon susah..

nurbilla©/Billa ™ says:
oh shift ah
aisey, susah lor shift
i hate working shifts

.sugar spun sista. says:
ya lor ya lor
abeh seb baik usually ada one weekend off day

nurBilla©/Billa ™ says:
nasib baik laki aku tak shift kalau tak melalak aku berbaldi baldi

.sugar spun sista. says:
one off wk day

nurBilla©/Billa ™ says:
weekend very precious

.sugar spun sista. says:
yaa

nurBilla©/Billa ™ says:
kena spend with the ultimate pleasure

.sugar spun sista. says:
kalau die keja pagi pon precious
kalau keja mlm kena tunggu die balek
tido....banon at 11.30pm or 1am
den panas kan lauk la....layan kejap

nurBilla©/Billa ™ says:
yeah, we LOVE our men!

.sugar spun sista. says:
baru tido
tapi takpe..asal dpt cium bau busuk die balek kerja
i dun mind
.sugar spun sista. says:
banon pon banon la

nurBilla©/Billa ™ says:
yeeah aku pon same
kalau dia balik OT aku pon same
takleh tido kau dia tak cium and hug
nie dia akan pergi berbakti kepada negara kesian aku

.sugar spun sista. says:
abeh he will do da same da nex mornin...even tho die keja ptg..or off..nanti pagi2 die antar aku sampai mrt or bus stop..

nurBilla©/Billa ™ says:
lagi baru kawin seh, masih pengantin baru ah

.sugar spun sista. says:
ah ah sak
susah nak dipisah
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pardon me its too long, but if u reach till this point, good for u. heh. thank u.
the point is, look at the sacrifices we made for our loved ones.
yes, we love our men so much.
kita sayang bear-bee. muah

2006-09-23T19:34:00.000+08:00

since i have not been updating as frequent and usually when i do i only have peektures to say it all, ive decided dat prolly i shud have blogger a rest.
i will be posting up peektures regularly on my yannisnow.multiply.com!
if there is a need to rant, i'll be back here of course.

2006-09-19T13:49:00.000+08:00

i hav a new hairdo!

2006-09-08T10:25:00.000+08:00

i found the army daze movie online!
http://www.youtube.com/profile_videos?user=micronium
yippee!!

"when the river flows....there will be fish!"
wahahha..dat cracks me up man.

enjoy!

2006-09-03T16:29:00.000+08:00

this year mummy's present is not a bag, not sehelai kain songket, not seutas cincin.
but! a 4 day 3 night shoppin trip! to padang. where kains & bajus and wotnots are dirt cheaps. they say the kain from mesjid yindia in KL actually originates from there lor!
i gave her enuff moolahs to spend it all fer herself n of coz probably get one or two of those lovely kaftans/kurtas/lacey kains for upcomin rayas n jemputans. heh. so makcik2 right.
jadi semlm mummy hepi la,the man, my daddy and myself sent her off at the airport wif the rest of the makcik2 to begin their shopping spree. isz's mum yg jadi ketua rombongan you.
anyways i took some peeks of the almost completed room.
the man and myself got our day off on friday and we scoot ourselves off to tempat feveret, ikea and mustafa. heh.
and voila! here's our love nest --> click

2006-08-31T10:05:00.000+08:00

with every pitch that im doin every week, i tink i am gettin better at it. not only the pitch i may say, but the quality of my worx too. sans the sickly me, the non energize me at th end of the day. all that asides, im still all smiles.
attention yo, im the new media whore/advertising bitch! wahahaha.
ok lets not get too high-nosed here shall we, there are others out proclaimin they are the media whore when they cant even get a proper job! cmon, do u even need that piece of grey matter or ur supposedly highly-acclaimed piece of paper from the yoo-kay to pose for that cannot-make-it-shot on the mags? poor thing.
oh one more thing, at least aku sadar england aku berterabor, aku tak salah kan yg aku ni cacat ke, slow ke, tak kenal hurop ke. heh

before u diss my darling, take a look in the mirror wohkay...sapa lagi pendek?!?!

2006-08-22T17:05:00.000+08:00

it has only been my fifth day at the new place and ive learnt so much.
true enough, its a tough one. a very challenging job. i have heard how stressful it can be workin fer an advertising agency. of course it is true. coz ive never worked this hard before. the last five days was the busiest and the most productive period than all the time combined thruout my career. it was back to mounting the artwork on mountin boards. lots of spray mounts. double sided tape. remember those colour theory days small peepz? the cuttin board n such. i got back to doin those , even gettin refreshed lessons from my own art director on how to mount properly.

but never in the last five days did i complain or whine. the man didnt get any one of those depressing sms-es during office hours or even till the time i worked till 2am for two days.

why? great colleagues, freedom to express my creativity, better and challenging projects. bigger and worthy projects dat will definitely look good on my resume and portfolio. the environment is good and new. more opportunities to pitch to the clients in future. presentin my work proudly.

i love this. i juz hope the man will be more understanding. whenever he gets lonely at home.furthermore this happens only when we are pitching for a new project.not every week. its good money dear.they are giving me what i want and what i deserve. they believe i deserve that amount as i have the experiences, skills, creatives and that i have progress steadily since i started workin 3 yrs ago. im gonna prove those peepz that yes, i deserve this high pay i asked for.u will see my worx on the streets one day. this is wher ive always wanted to be. to do. im that one out of fifty they interviewed that they they think has the potential and skills to be doin that job. im sure others are screamin their lungs out for a chance at an advertising firm. who always gets the chance to be paid for what they love to do? your ambition. what uve always wanted to be since u were in sch. not many.

i saw my work on that board this morning and hearin the client sayin dat its good is such a satisfaction. appreciated. im blessed. Alhamdullilah.

2006-08-15T19:00:00.000+08:00

the small peepz inc photoshoot!

2006-08-13T21:18:00.000+08:00

after seeing so many multipliers posting up peeks of the fireworks thingee, i also jealous wanna put up those peeks. actually no niat wotsoever to put em up since i know everyone else in chink chia por pong pegi tgk boenga api and will tarok dlm blog. but i am one of those chink chia porean apa. so i follow suit. so here they are...went to esplanade on friday. as according to one of my galpals, Azlina, we were gonna watch the NEw Caledonia team fireworks. aku tak tau la. asal kan boenga api sudah. heh
i was there at 5 mins before the show started. because before that i was busy lingerie-shoppin wif my elektrik sista. i almost had to catch the fireworks alone amidst strangers at the marina square staircase pasal trapped ramai sgt org. but aku yg cengeng dan penakot dgn crowds ni went thru the sea of chink chia porean and finally found my friends in front of the river. dis one not so nice. towrds the end jek very nice. after the 12min show, we hang ard marina till late. which got me and arfan, one of my guy friends, a vair angry sms from Yati, the ferrin in the picture at 1am.
it read"aku belom sampai romah, bapak aku dah call. nex time when i say i wanna go home..i wanna go home ok!"
hhaha. arfan and myself were laughin our ass of when we read dat. anyway we had fun. especially when im wif these lovely guys. friends fer ten yrs. and still counting.
boenga api peektures!

pictures i snapped when im bored at home

2006-08-08T16:03:00.000+08:00

click - one of the tim sum dollies, billa, is now somebody's wifey!

click - the other tim sum dolly,moi, in weddin garb, hair et al but dun panic, im not married yet. its juz my elektrik sister's mock exam. i became her model. heh

2006-08-07T09:11:00.000+08:00

as u may have notice, one of the entries have been deleted. it has caused a stir. esp between me and my man. thanks to a very unsuspected lelaki. jadi lelaki tak bole kepo tau. juz keep ur mouth shut la lepas baca . ni nak pegi report2 dekat matayek org buat apa kan.
the man cant accept it that i can come up wif such atrocious writings as according to that particular lelaki. that the way i was dissing dat babe off was a major turn-off.
the man cakap i do not have a reason to diss her juz because i hate her looks or i hate the way she blogs(bimbo!)
ya la ok my bad. i was very mad at something else.not wif da mentioned gal. heh. jahat kan aku.tapi skrg kita dah tak marah2. i am accepting things the way they are now. that some things arent meant to be. it aint no ones fault. really. betol. kita ajek suka jumpin to conclusions. best fren kita dah cakap dgn kita. there are prolly very valid reasons why it happened. heh.
hai la...minah ..kenapa aku ternampak muka kau dat dae. kenapa la kau tgk muka aku yg setep dat dae.kan dah kena blog-bitch dgn aku. kan now im in hot soup.
well never mind. dah terbuat.dah tersilap. dah kena spelling tunggang terbalek dgn matayek aku.
padan muka. no more bitchy entries. nanti ada blog police report kat matayek aku.

2006-08-04T12:07:00.000+08:00

since the man has been earnin his big bucks, i do not have to worry abt my makan, my groceries and my shopping.
tapi i doubt my meagre freelance income can keep me thru fer 6 mths kan? wot wif the rent for this uptown apartment.heh.oh well, let me continue wif this lazy life fer just another month. by then, i will be tearin my hair apart. thinkin of wot to do wif the workin clothes. havin to do the laundry.
havin ben & jerry's at eleven am while workin on some malay website on the bed. haha
aku feelin2 carrie bradshaw.
staring at smeagol the cat.having smeagol rubbin her face on my legs.
thinkin of wot the man,the fat minah are earnin as we speak.
argh. aku stress.
now every mornin if i accidentally wakes up soopa early thinkin i have to be at the office, i hope the man is workin the afternoon shift instead. so i dun have to iron his shirt. no need to wake up lincah kadok prepare fer him breakfast. no domestic quarrels. hhaha.
hm..its only 11.30 eh.. waiting fer my ex colleague to drop by wif my packed lunch. chit chat bitchy session.

2006-08-02T11:07:00.000+08:00

dah lama kaaaan tak update. almost a month!
anyway here is the slackers update.
have been selling grapes for the past few weeks. and more weeks to come of course. hey..but i am gettin some dough in ok. i am afterall the webmistress of a few very well-known sites.
oh well, the man got himself some weird rash and got himself a total of 4 mcs and plus 2 off days in that week, we found ourselves homebound the whole week!
we got into our grocery shopping mode. kalau bole satu mustafa tu kita nak borong. i finally played my first game of RISK wif the man. he was appalled! i conqured America & Europe!
we went to the library to get some cook books. decor books. crafts. comics.
we did out fair share of cookin too. masala rice. bbq chix. asparagus & egg tofu. the last one was some potato dish served wif garlic sauce!! niceness.slurp slurp.
we went around gettin cheap movie posters for like 5 bucks each. still have no idea where to put them all up. once up, i promise we will have the pics of our room up aye.

ok the peeks of our homebound week

2006-07-11T17:35:00.000+08:00

received the cheque from the other employer yesterday.
mum took it out of the letter box.
i hurriedly tear the cheque away from the payslip and started scribling my info at the back of the cheque.

under Account Name, i wrote UOB Savings Account.

hahaha. somebody slap me.

2006-07-11T09:58:00.000+08:00

official bummer from thursday onwards. setepping nak jadi tai-tai.
jobless.
why didnt my lecturers tell me that life as designers gonna be bleak and stagnant?
that we will be at the beck and call of effing nonsensical clients for the rest of our lives. its been 3 yrs. when people like us do things we love, we dun credit for it.
others who went on to do other things they never knew they wud be doin when they were in school, are living a good life. big fat pay cheque, a much better prospects, climbin up the corporate ladder at lightning speed, benefits. i wanna jump over.
cross over the line and start anew. i have confidence in myself, but others do not.
i dun get the encouragement and support that i wan to hear. it seems that im a weakling and i cant take the pressure. n that's fucking sad. a big disappointment. how am i suppose to go on when my pillars of support are the exact same factor why im crumbling down now?

2006-07-06T14:39:00.000+08:00

i dun care for last night's semis..for sunday's finals.
still mourning for klinsy. mourning for podolski.
sob sob.

2006-07-04T09:36:00.000+08:00

this is it. the whole extended version. platini y'all!

plus the whole translation of the commercial here http://dujardin.blogspot.com/2006/06/jose-say-what-full-translation-of-jose.html

behind the scenes of the ad. look at kaka!! he is so cute!!

these are audition videos of how those two kids got the shot!
Jose's audition

Pedro's audition.

2006-07-03T13:26:00.000+08:00

it was a weekend full of activities. main agenda - soccer.
caught three exciting games with very fun loving n humorous bunch of guys.
ok cept the last brazil-france match.
we caught the germany-argentina games wif secondary schmates at cineleisure. got into some nasty experience wif the security guards who keep insisting each of us buy one drink from the nearby counter even tho as accordin to him we already a truckload full of keropok. freakin anal la. baru jadi guard nak setep management plak. tapi germany won! the night ended well. after the nail-biting moments during the penalty shots.stress gila sak aku.

the man then went back to my place. he missed the lappie. most of his games are installed there mah.

we woke up half n hr before macdonalds closed da door to the breakfast menu. had our hotcakes, went back as couch potatoes watchin Prozac nation and then we fell asleep.
at 4, we rushed down to jade theatre to catch SUPERMAN! i cried. loads. its a very touching movie ok. and its very loooong too.

after the movie we went shopping then we caught the portugal-england game with the man's army mates. but of course, the nite was full of army jokes walkin down memory lane and of course the vulgarities esp when the whole load of them juz effin hates england.khekhe.

i was half stoink when the brazil match started. how not to be half dead when we have walked all the way from selegie back to coffee club at somerset to join his other group of friends. the game was boring, i fell asleep after ten minutes. by halftime, we were on the cab home.
sunday saw me slackin at isz's place wif her mum's ayam penyet. den off we went to look for trinkets n corsages wotnot fer her d&d. after cakes & coffee wif the man, we went on our search fer psp blah blah blah. the man and myself had a short walk down city hall, we sat down at our first-date rendezvous before he sent me home.

and its 1.37pm now. i have only been in the office fer half n hr. took the morning off. sleepy nak mampos. woke up at 11 juz in time to have lunch at northpoint with the man.
anyway im serving my notice, not much left to do, so slack la sket right. :)

2006-06-30T16:24:00.000+08:00

www.fingerbooks.com
thanks to the previous flatmate i came to this.
cheap books! less than ten bucks!
no shippin costs cos its local and internet bank transfers allowed!
bliss!

2006-06-30T10:26:00.000+08:00

very pretty rooms aye?
well u can find all 4 rooms in the same hotel!
that little red chair kinda intrigues me. heh . *gatal tots*

see more rooms at www.reflections-thai.com
tell me which ones ur favourite rooms ok???
bangkok here we come!

*silly grin*

2006-06-29T09:41:00.000+08:00

i was in the midst of a very disgusting scene on the way home last night.
the lrt was packed. i was lucky to get a seat tho. in front of me stood a gal who look very much like my cheena minah sister.
even her height! hah. cept that this gal has long hair. and probably a lot longer, like 17-18 years of age.
the train was goin fer a turn and she almost lost her grip and fell, but she managed to cling on to a man who looks like her father before she completely lost it.
it was only seconds later that i dun tink that old decayed-tooth man was her dad.
the man pulled her towards him n the gal wrapped her arms around him. he then started his major groping session on her. he got a seat one station later and so the little gal was standin in front of him wif her chest facing him. he was ogling at her n caressing her non stop. she on the other hand was touching his face n kissing him non stop!
utterly gross eh!
the makciks beside me were beginin to talk. the aunties around were staring at them.
yucks!!!

ok on to another topic. did u guys catch incredible tales last night?
its abt some nyi roro kidul curse on some indonesian beach. me was scared shite y'all.got me screamin out of my wits! little porcupine did some googling..n heres wot we got
http://fairy.mahdzan.com/story/172.asp
do not wear green folks!

2006-06-28T17:49:00.000+08:00

i have a lot of things to get off my chest.
i have doubts.
i m very afraid.

2006-06-22T11:40:00.000+08:00

we spent the night out together juz like old times.
i woke up wit my face buried in his bulu-infested chest.heh. and of course
not after smothering ourselves wif each other's air liur basi. haha. ok
shud have kept that to myself.
we went over to united square for our hotcakes. took a long walk then he sent me off to work an hour and a half late.
happy sigh. if only this is the case everyday.
juz a few more weeks and we can do juz that every single off days he has.

2006-06-21T09:33:00.000+08:00

i was too tired to catch my man, klinsy and his 11 other men fight it out on their last match before the next round.
at ten, i knocked out.
i didnt even wait fer the daily goodnight calls from the man.
but of course, when he called at twelve after his rounds of fightin little men in his xbox, i still picked up the phone not knowin wot i said.
this morning he called me and said that in my 'drunken stupor' i had promised him goodies such as the new xbox 360 n a 40inch plasma tv!!
biar betol sak aku! giler kan!

den i had a very lovely dream. :)
it pictured exactly what i want, my fantasy. wot every girl wants. but.....
yes dreams will come true. but when?

2006-06-20T17:11:00.000+08:00

everything been smooth sailing since i gave the letter to the director. weirdly enough, haven been hearing mean stuff from the people here in the office. they making my last few days here kinda enjoyable. gonna miss the interns and the temp stuff. the kids who keep stuffin me wif snacks. the runnin down to the alley fer a quick smoke.
goin over to sheng shion to stock up the food in the pantry. id rather forget the rest. the unpleasant moments are countless!
last night i met up with the new flatmate to pass him the cheque.
the deposit paid! the documents signed! the room's officially mine. not!
i will only be gettin the keys to the new place nex weekend when the gal occupyin it currently has move out all her stuff.
will be bringin the man to our newton habitat tmr evening after work.
then we will plan which bedsheets, tv, bean bag, shelves etc to get for our cosy room!
mum's been very understanding lately. i expected her to flip when she hears me resigning from the current job. i love her to bits for still respecting my decision of moving out from the choa chu kang place to this one at newton, of leaving the hellhole and juz doin freelance fer the moment.
i love her fer goin back to the cck place and packin my stuff fer me while i was at work. fer lettin me cuddle up to her on nights i feel down after a tiff wif the man or a bad day at work. these few mths back at mum's place made me treasure her more.
will miss my nate before sleep. will miss packed lunch from home.
well, i always have the man to make all these fer me later right?
:)now excuse me while i go enjoy thom yorke at glastonbury y'all!
dun u juz lurve these gigs dvds?

2006-06-19T15:11:00.000+08:00

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2006-06-16T09:36:00.000+08:00

i guess one of the previous posts kinda perturbs the mind a bit there aye.

what i meant by "but fer now i tink there is no point carryin on." was not to kill or hurt myself(of course not! i have the man behind me, my mum, my dear little porcupine,small peepz, my k sisters,the bestie.i dun wanna leave them!)
but to leave the current hellhole!

ya n i already did!

yeay fer me!

-------------------------
oh big problem. i do not know where to bring the man for his birthday dinner.
dah tua tau dis bear-bee actually. like more than a quarter century old tapi oh goodnees me, i tink nak jaga bear-bee betol lagik senang right, hana n nor?
heh. but of course i still sayang him.
i have plans initially for the so exquisite and special and lomantik cable car dining but after hours of blog hopping the other day, some nemesis of mine have gone for it fer her boyfriend's birthday la!
jadi of coz dat is out fer now. nanti i di kata kepo, atau pon kucing kopi ataupon
no originality kaaaan?
so people help!

2006-06-15T18:36:00.000+08:00

bad day no more!
but look thats the cute lass from OC! Anna! Samaire Armstrong!
love the way she pouts.

2006-06-14T23:00:00.000+08:00

all dats happening is puttin a strain on me. on him.
its affecting me so much, i feel that i am a burden to him.
at one point or another, one of use will juz lose it.
i have reach that level where the bullet has gone thru the grey matter.
please help me go thru this phase. the breakdowns have been too frequent.
i need a blue sky holiday.
but fer now i tink there is no point carryin on.
i m workin a smile everyday which hurts.

2006-06-12T15:43:00.000+08:00

i tried and all i got was a smile and
"ahuh"
it was unusual. Isz's, yati's or nura's would have said something else.

and when i asked that question, do u have to answer it in that manner and quickly changed the topic and talked to him instead of me?
am i dat bad?
am i tryin to steal him away from u?
do i not try hard enuff to try to converse wif u?
is it my fault now?
do i deserve all the abuse i got because of this?
is it me or them?

2006-06-05T21:49:00.000+08:00

it was very well spent. from friday right up till sunday.
after gettin out of camp fer that yearly service to the nation, the man fetched me from work friday evenin fer a treat at our fave pasta place, SKETCHES. it was not only the pasta that draws us here but the free flow of blueberry juice, ice tea and such! can u believe even the camel in me was enough wit juz one jar of juice! its dat worth it!!
the man got himself part one of his birthday bundle gifts last night. a very advance gift coz his birthday is not due fer another two weeks. heh. but anyways of coz he loves the gift. so much so i gave it to him after he kinda mistreated me! heh. make him feel all so guilty. me being so nice afterall that tantrums he has been throwin at me.
we slack at the sister's place so he could have a taste of my cookies! dat was saturday. n on sunday he got a taste of my brownie. im gonna feed him more wif these delicacies coz i love him chubby! he has gain a bit of weight now, seein the chubbines in his cheeks. n hes so cute.
okok..i shud stop gushin now. u guys will juz stop readin now. but anyways...im gonna stop fer now..n let u see the few pics ive got from the mobile.

click here

2006-05-31T16:39:00.000+08:00

thats us!!
during our very own small peepz photo shoot all organized n shoot by our own
pro camerawoman, nor aka nourza aka yammy
heh. juz an intro. will post up more pics when nor passed us the cd! thanks nor!!!

thats me flyin like a fairy

2006-05-31T13:56:00.000+08:00

the week got off to a bad start.
with the man goin away, it was worse.
it was late night work till to around ten , eleven. no dinner. a very meagre lunch of chips or bun. den work starts again after the shower at home.
sleep wun be until the clock strucks two.
the cycle to the dreaded place starts again as early as 730 the nex morning.
every single morning i cross the troublesome overhead bridge leading to hell, i cry.
i have all these silly tots in me.i wanna hurt myself or get knock down by a bicycle or get knock unconscious by a jogger (haha) juz to get away from work.
every single time these come ramming up mind, the phone rings with the man's pic flashin on the screen.
i thank God for bringing him to me. For his patience and support. for tolerating the emotional-me during these bad times.
For now i pray for good news. for time to flash straight to saturday when i get that very missed hugs from my man. for the evenings to come for me to be able to enjoy dinner wif my mum.

2006-05-29T15:08:00.000+08:00

im a single woman fer this week.
i can catch up wit the gals finally.
the man has gone back to the jungle fer reservist.
so today is the photo shoot wif the small peepz.
see ya guys later ya!

-5pm update-
hmm..it suddenly felt like the courting days.the early days of the start of this journey. back to those days when he was still in the army.
i was still at the previous co. its always around this time that i will receive an sms from him. askin me if i have plans fer dinner wit anyone or some madeup 'wanna ask u fer a favour' qns. heh. ah ah. one of them was " im not good wit photoshop, can help me wit some posters?" so lame. and i fell for it!
den he would pick me up from work.we ended up walking around aimlessly till the wee hours. :)
sigh...happy sigh...

2006-05-24T11:07:00.000+08:00

MY NEW HOME! click!
since work sux.
this is the only thing thats making me give out that teeny weeny smile now.
its 5 mins walk to the office. i can go back home fer a quickie..hah. fer a quick lunch.

peeks galore
MOthers's Day peeks
That day we went out wif isz
KAki 5 with tootz n yusz

2006-05-17T21:06:00.000+08:00

the two families met on mothers day. at siam kitchen. where else. heh
=)

other than the interview this afternoon, everything else sucks.

the man is on night shift fer the whole week. perfect.
when i need him the most. when i need him in the evening. when i need him after gettin all the shite at the hellhole.

that plus i have to go back to an empty house which is freaken far. wit not so nice company.

my refuge fer now is my mum and her food.

its nine. im still in this cold freezing hole.

no dinner yet. not even lunch.

its all " sorry ar...can u dun go lunch first...this is urgent"
"can u stay till im done"
until u r done?!!!>

buat apa aku tungguh kau kan bodoh?!?!
kalau kau tak abes sampai kol 10 mlm ...
takkan aku nak continue from ther
besok pagi pon aku bole buat apa????

kalau tak cebok tu memang dasar tak cebok....
menyusah kan idop orang ajek.

anyway this makes me smile. the legend himself.

2006-05-09T23:43:00.000+08:00

this cracks me up big time!

2006-05-08T09:44:00.000+08:00

had two of my great buddies helped me out in decorating the room.BUT!
we not only decorate in into a really cosy corner...but we managed to carry the whole heavy load only 3 of us..from c a r r e f o u r, into the cab , out of the cab, up the second floor into the new place. we or (actually juz isz..coz the other two of us are juz too ignorant) assembled a bookshelf and the clothes organizer!
at least i did help isz la..but yati!...all she did was finish up my brownie cookies on my bed!! n talk! hahh

we got the flowery cloth up fer the makeshift curtains as the room has no curtain rods!
da flowery rug. the mirror. the flowery dustbin.! it all juz fits in the pink room!
ok not pink..its dark pink..almost red.so its not so girly.
anywher i did not ask fer the colour. the owner already had that colour in the first place.

i now hav a full length mirror, bookshelves to fit in all my books & dvds. a table fer me to do my work. i juz need a bean bag! more rugs n cushion n a tv!!!

anyway here is a sneak peek of the cosy corner. very fuzzy ok..taken wif a very ancient phone la.

ps:
hi people....i will definitely love to tender my resignation as of this weeek before vesak day. so i will be jobless in a mth's time. please do let me know if u or a fren need to engage the services of a graphics/web designer. i will definitely welcome ur offer wif open arms. thank u.

2006-05-05T10:52:00.000+08:00

according to the bestie....come next sunday, our mums will be grinnin happily with the very shiny gifts dat has been specially ordered by their very beloved daughters.

even tho it burnt a very small patch in the pocket,its fer my mummy ..so never mind the price tag.

now i need to get myself a new phone. an ipod to the shoppin list maybe??
or dat trip to tioman dis june?

2006-04-28T11:52:00.000+08:00

arent we all workin as a team?
but why does when one thing cocks up, im the only one blamed?
the whispering behind my back, giving me the look.
wots up wif u management peeps?

i was on the weighin scale dis morning. another kg gone.
the jeans is not as tight as before. i feel air around my butt area.
wots wrong wif me?
im not sick. why am i losing weight like this?

one more question to ponder on.
shud i go for that career change? shud i let him know?

on a happier note, mak buyong gonna deliver the fresh-from-frankfurt b i r k s tmr!
its golden brown! cantek! kilat!

2006-04-27T18:45:00.000+08:00

as i read b l o g s of friends, i realised i miss them.
i miss binging on junks, on our fave 'gourmet', trying out new recipes wit nura.
i miss juz walking around aimlessly with yati.
i miss all the fun with my poly mates.

we are all at fault. fer being too busy wit life.
too caught up wif the rat race.
too busy to even breathe the polluted air.
once, i was very enthusiastic when thers some sorta dinna or movie date.
i get excited when i know i have a day off from the boyfriend or the parents for the weekend.
news of future reunions will be reported to the man or the parents in advance juz so i could be present in the arms of my wonderful friends.
i even volunteered to take the initiative to call up everyone.
and then there were the last minute disappointments. the bad turn-out.
and then i juz give up.
of calling anyone or even sendin dat "hey are u free tmr?" sms.
if the rest are not bothered, why shud i be?

but then again, i shud be more forgiving.
more understanding.
everyone has a job. has a role to play.
as an employee,a daughter,a son,a girlfriend,a sister.
the world does not revolve around me alone.
heh.

ok im frustrated. not wif my friends.
im having a bad day at work.
i juz need something to rant n rave about.
forgive me dudes.

2006-04-26T17:20:00.000+08:00

why always last minute??
en excerpt taken from d e s i g n t a x i d o t c o m

Q: Too Busy…?
A: The corporate hierarchy will vote a full score of this habit and coined this as Bad Time Management. Bad management you think?

Well perhaps… If only our clients are systematic with what they want, stop making amendments at the last minute and their logos bigger, then perhaps this judgement is valid.

Too bad, clients do not know what they want. They only know what they don’t want.

-

Half of the time we are more pressured by the people in suits who expressed their “concerned” and “surprise” about not getting things done 3 days before deadline, than our last-minute tendency…

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2006-04-24T15:22:00.000+08:00

it was a ritual. something i look forward to every two years. the band competition.
heh. still very attached to the school. was quite surprised that the school spirit still standin strong. the whole school was there to give their support to the school band. after all, the band has brought glory to the school since the 1970s.
they cheered, they roared from 4pm. and at 5.15 sharp, it was our band's turn.
our music improved. the formation was a bit lame tho. kudos to the members for all the hardwork tho. especially the sec one members.
u guys worked hard for the gold medal. look on the bright side even tho we didnt manage to get to the finals, u dun hav to come back fer a full day band practice on saturdays anymore! concentrate on ur studies and wot other concerts comin up!

fer the finalists, all the best! we lurve the themed set up from movies!
see u at the s i n g a p o r e y o u t h f e s t i v a l!

on a totally different note! i went shopping yesterdae!
=)
happy you know!

plus i baked oatmeal cookies in the morning. n mr man love it!
so sweeeet of me to go down to his office to pass him a whole jar of them cookies.
heh.

2006-04-17T09:58:00.000+08:00

melayu dgn melayu pon kurang ajar.
hav problems wif the programmin of a web magazine. boss got me to call up the programmer who is from this so called established malay company doin all these malay sites. here is this mornin convo
keep calling..semlm sebok la kat mesjid..(YA FUCK LIKE I KNOW KAU KAT MESJID GITUKAN)"

so blah blah i told him abt the website......my boss asked me to call u

"wot??? so why u called me?"

"he said u are the programmer..i shud ask u abt this problem"

"we are not involve in this at all!"
he was barking la dey!

n he fuckin slammed down the phone on me right after that!
so much fer pakcik2 mesjid...tapi kurang ajar.so fucken rude. so unprofessional.

2006-04-13T14:43:00.000+08:00

my b/a/l/i peeks are up!!!!

u/b/u/d - m/o/n/k/e/y f/o/r/e/s/t, u/b/u/d market, lazing around at the resort, at the pool, lots and lots of cam-whoring!!!

we wake up to the mountains and padi fields every morning!

a spa and massage at a freaken cheap price!

n/u/s/a d/u/a - a very quiet beach, away from the too sleazy and too crowded kuta beach.

j/i/m/b/a/r/a/n b/a/y - candlelight dinner by the beach! sunset! great seafood!

click click!

2006-04-06T17:13:00.000+08:00

helloooooo...
im waitin to board G/A/ 8/4/1 right now....in like twenty minutes time.
flight delayed...blearrgghhh
i cant wait to land in d/e/n/p/a/s/a/r!!!
be back in 5-6 days!

as u can see im gettin kinda hyper. ice cream...chocs...the man.
heh
ok toodles!

2006-04-04T15:25:00.000+08:00

B/A/L/I on THURSDAY!!!

sexcited nyaaahhhh!!!!

hahaha..mentel mode...

2006-04-03T10:08:00.000+08:00

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try this!!
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n c/a/m/e/r/o/n d/i/a/z y'all!!
ahhwahwhahwhawh
i m so the kembang!!
wahwhahhaw

2006-03-21T09:28:00.000+08:00

dat was quite an entry wasnt it?
sigh...ya.like wot ah boi said..why shud i get so uptight?
juz angkat kaki n jalan lor.
im really awaiting the good news from the other side.
fer me to be back in the arms of more fun loving people.
why shud i be so affected wit the words of a bapok right?
i know im much more capable. that i can do better elsewhere.
that there are others who appreciates my work.
others are always comin back to let me come up wif creatives for their company,
i am somewhere there in my career now, hwo can i take this as a very low point in my profession. i can start a list of my work which is out in public now u know.but its of no use, u might tink im juz not cut out fer the job U are giving me.
the other colleagues are already serving notice.
meaning its not just me who has a problem wif these two-faced obnoxious imbeciles.
they are juz one fuckedup organization.
prayin hard i will get to throw in my letter very well soon by this week.

2006-03-18T17:04:00.000+08:00

i felt betrayed.
humiliated.
fucken back stabbers.
she was so deceitful.to make herself sound saint.
but she was making me leave.
n leave i will.
i may not be competent enuff fer u old hags n bapoks.
but why the hell am i gettin a 2k/mth freelance contract outside?
why izzit only u fucken old hags have a problem wif me?
fer 6 fucken month im here...i was never happy. wif anyting. not even wif my work.
i admit the work was half-fuck. coz i was not happy. wif everything.
the organisation is a joke. everyone is a fucken liar. fucken lokek nak mampos.
fucken fussy i juz feel like tearing ur *****z apart!!!
i so fucken hate this place!

2006-03-16T11:12:00.000+08:00

the lease is ending soon.
n i know we will definitely miss the place. loads.
its cosy enuff. very peaceful. juz nice.
it holds a lot of memories.
we will miss sunday brunch at the living room.
chillin out at the balcony, cross-legged on the floor, wif the tobacco sticks between his fingers,me wif the laptop and a cup of coffee.
couch potato-ing on sunday morning.
creatin mess in the room.
cookin up a storm every saturday.
but one thing i will miss the most is waking up next to my monyet bushuk.
i understand very well now why he prefers to stay indoors on weekends now. its the last few ones we gonna have at west coast.
hence why he has decided to sleep over even on week nights.
sigh. so sad..n malas!!
coz moving out is a chore! packin is neverending
i sure hav loadss of junk. n clothes!
heh. maybe a garage sale wud help aye.

my left cheek hurts a hell lot when i touch it.
we were acting like kids. goofin ard.
we were runnin ard the carpark.after our grocery shoppin.
at one point we decided to salsa and tango.
and the man had a 1.5litre bottle of pepsi in the plastic bag he carried.
he was holdin my hands...tryin to spin me ard...n both of us fergot abt the bottle...n bang!! it hit my face!!! hard!
saket ok!
kental kan my monyet.
den i also kental la actually.

2006-03-15T11:29:00.000+08:00

see the narcissistically-us !! click click!

2006-03-13T11:03:00.000+08:00

after hours of bitchin on msn, on the phone, over dinners wif dear girlfriends, finally i had a talk wif the man.
not only did i make him cry n hugged me tight fer like a full minute, i manage to get him off the pc. haha. coz u see, altho he has been the bad boy and has not been in his most behaved, i got him the l/i/m/i/t/e/d e/d/i/t/i/o/n of the b/a/t/t/l/e to m/i/d/d/l/e e/a/r/t/h p/c g/a/m/e. yes. da l/o/t/r series of p/c g/a/m/e/s.
we had a whole lod of fun after dat. the saturday was the best.a dip at the jacuzzi. we got a haircut together. running around town lookin fer teapots.latenight movie in town. late night walks.movie marathon till the wee hours. thanks to cheap dvds at h/m/v! we got moulin rouge & R/O/M/EO/ & J/U/L/I/E/T!
it was such a fun n tiring saturday that we ended up sleepin so much on sunday dat we overslept n totally missed out hamdan's makan session at his chalet!!!! arrgh!the second morning jacuzzi dip we had on sunday juz added to the relaxed and malas feel
so sorry guys!!!
both of us didnt even hear our hp ringin. parents and friends frantically lookin fer us!haha. and wot was on our mind when we finally woke up on sunday evening?? makan!!
so we headed down to s/i/a/m k/i/t/c/h/e/n and had beef noodles! fer which after we went back home as couch potatoes fer the l/e/a/g/u/e of e/x/t/r/a/o/r/d/i/n/a/r/y gentelmen.
are we freakin lazy or wot!?!
but its ok i loike!

but anyway...
i love u !

2006-03-08T16:55:00.000+08:00

it seems that the when he was gone for that one night, the whole world's gone too.
i have never cried and felt like that for a very long time.
God forgive me, please. coz i love him.

2006-03-03T10:52:00.000+08:00

i have pdf formats of C/O/M/P/U/t/E/R A/R/T/S issue july 2003 to october 2006
request for each edition download at 5 bucks each!
computer arts in stores cost at least a freaking 24 dollies!!
email me for the pdfs!

2006-03-01T12:48:00.000+08:00

our anniversary and the secondary sch gathering

no peeks of what he got fer me. hhhaa...censored!

2006-02-24T16:32:00.000+08:00

it irks me to see ur bedangdang hangin freely like dat while ur talkin to my man.
it irks me to see that u tink u r so fucken cool.
u fucken wannabe.
it disgust me when u go ard in ur drunken state wif half ur boobies spillin out.
it fucken disturb me more when u force the man to drink along wif u.
take a look in the mirror u bitch.
muka sapa lagik setep-ping ni.
and oh puhlease, kalau dah boyak tu..buat macma dah boyak..stop parading the babats around the waist anymore.please...ur better off wif more cloth on u. its not sexy...its makin my eyes bulge out in blood.
i dun mind if ur pretty ,model-figure like to go bitch abt me to my very own boyfriend.
kenapa tak pakai otak? nampak sgt matayek aku akan pauto dgn aku kaaaann.
no thanks babe. ur not worth my time. i dun wan to even bother tryin to make u like me.
ur fucken 26..so act like one! u bedangdang!

2006-02-24T09:37:00.000+08:00

thank u for the treat at i/n/d/o/c/h/i/n/e kakak kit!

i got him his gift. i cant wait to see the beam on his face when he gets it come sunday.

ohh ohh..remember www.potterybarn.com...
wher i wanna get my furnitures..hahah...
wel they have potterybarnkids!!!!
so cool!!
dey....can get kashewnut peh prezen kat sini!

2006-02-22T10:16:00.000+08:00

click on the pic for peeks to the suprise partay!
*grinz*

finally i finished up the godiva.

2006-02-21T09:26:00.000+08:00

the surprise party was well a suprise. the man and the bestie really kept it under the covers. i was happily in my shorts n muka tak mandi on sunday afternoon, not knowing they have invited my beloved friends over fer an advance birthday party.
it was gretaly appreciated.especially those who made it at the last minute.the ice cream taste heavenly good! the gifts were fab!! cobain's journals n cmon laaa oasis concert dvd!! muah muah muah.
oh ya babe...semlm gua dah pakai itu pink top.heh.
but most of all, i lurve the company.the food! all prepared by the man himself.
well that was part one.coz my birthday only falls on monday u see.
so i had a part two surprise. from the man. just him alone.
so u see he had a candlelight dinner planned at home.tak sia2 aku ajar kau masak. heh.
so sweeeet...romentik horrr.
n i had breakfast served again this mornin! turkey ham sandwiches!
oh did i mention, the crazee colleagues treated me to fish head curry n chicken masala at muthu's curry fer lunch? and we went off fer 2 hours! coz all of us had a bad monday to start wit..so all four girls became rebels n went fer a really long lunch.
ok dats it.the story of how my birthday celebration went. pictures will be uploaded when i feel like it.heh
ta!

oh happy belated birthday to those sharing this same date wif moi
the bro, kurt cobain.
the sista, cindy crawford
the idong kembang, brian bsb.
happy birthday to the dagu sister too.who turns..err twenty-somthing....today..
heh.

ps:jarhead is fuckin cool!

2006-02-11T18:47:00.000+08:00

the man fetch me from work today. he brought some nasi jagong n ayam masak merah from home.
we picnic'ed at the park in front of victoria theatre. very surreal. peaceful n cooling. he only brought one pair of utensils..so there i was suap-ing the man.heh
so manja right.

then we went down to jason's n i got my groceries n of course some brownies from mrs fields.
back home, i cleaned up the place while he as usual got stucked to warcraft n dota
and then i prepared dinner.
dis is wot i cooked up. risotto balls wif cheese!

just a few more pictures here

lemme get some work done now while the baby takes his afternoon nap. heh.
macma bear-bee la he. lepas makan tido. kiut.

now u guys must be wondering why im doin werk on a saturday evenin.heh. wun be comin to work early dis monday so im doin it now. clinch myself some permanent freelance deal wif a really well known tv production co. n its definitely a great boost to the already fat pay cheque. yeah..boleh kahweng! kidding....heh. so gotta get down to the new co on monday fer the job brief et al.

2006-02-09T23:59:00.000+08:00

i have this stuck-up face which God has given me, but do come up and say hi i'll definitely welcome u into my arms and start the ball rolling into a great convo.im kinda shy at first.have no idea how to break the ice unless approached.heh.
many have only seen me for the first time and start judging thinking im a snob, a bitch,anti-social..u name it.well i cant blame anyone for this face i have.and so to those gals,who have unfortunately put that tag on me,im so sorry...u betta be gone.won't waste my time with someone who's not worth my while.so now git!...id like to name a few..but oh well..we are in friendster anyway...peace, make love not war..enough said.

ok dats wot i have on frenster.
n apparently..some female of the species out there...have judged me n dislking me even before they know me. because of my face long stuck up face.
well how many of u here...have dat on ur mind the first time u saw me..but are now one of my loving frens???
sigh.....wot a world.

2006-02-08T12:00:00.000+08:00

kalau kau tak suka tgk muka aku, bole belah.
kalau kau tak suka tgk muka aku yg macma nak kena sepak ni...jgn tgk.
tak kawan tak mati
i can do wit the friends i already have.
too bad dat we are connected in such a way.
macam kau tu bagos sgt.

2006-02-07T13:47:00.000+08:00

a friend gave me a hug before we parted yesterday. we have only known each other for a few months but she has proven me that true friends do exist in times of need.
i feel blessed for friends like her and the bestie.
hey babe,i could have sworn i wanted to hug u too after reading ur email.
thanks fer being there fer me. thanks fer being there even when u dun wan to sometimes.
thanks n sorry for all that have happened.

2006-02-04T00:38:00.000+08:00

she is manja
she is spoilt
she is attention-seeking
she needs love
she needs to be loved
she thirst fer affection
she is such a prick
dun u tink so?

2006-02-02T13:27:00.000+08:00

finally had time to meet the bestest. we met on the second day of lunar new year for coffee and cake, then we met last night fer her impromptu dinner treat. she wanted breeks but i insisted on delifrance. weird me. heh. malu laaa.

click

2006-01-29T23:13:00.000+08:00

this is wot we did on saturday

2006-01-24T13:38:00.000+08:00

i need a full body massage. the body feels very weak now.
any good recommendations anyone?

2006-01-23T09:36:00.000+08:00

the man got back his sony clie from his army mate a week ago.
so he was on a roll, downloading softwares for the palm into my joybee.you noe, those palm desktop thingee, post-its for palms, reminders, blah blah..the techie stuff.
so last night i was goin thru the lappie,doin the normal housekeeping, removing the unnecesary programs n such.
before i hit the delete button, i wen tthru each stuff carefully so as not to throw away any of his important stuff. nanti mengamok sey kalo ada yg ilang.
ok la..im being very long-winded here.
i came across a software called "gift giving"
i open it and saw the first memo

gift giving on : 20 feb 2006
to: far
gift: XXXXX

khekehke. macam so touching when i saw the gift he wants to get fer me.
but im not hoping for it to actually come true. he prolly has other things in mind coz the item is kinda ex. especially for now. eekkss...notti me.

2006-01-17T14:27:00.000+08:00

laptop has been wit the man for the past week.
the only time i had my hands on it was on sunday mornin when he came over for breakfast.
im missin my joybee.
n i have friends askin me the next morning why ive been up the night before n not responding to their msn msgs online.
so now u know.
its not me. betta ask him to shut off the msn when he uses the lappie

2006-01-16T10:00:00.000+08:00

i tot it was gonna be one of those dateless friday nights.
the man had a boys night out.
the dagu sister was of course wit thelaki.
and the other k sister, was down wit a flu.
but i tried my luck, and all three got our ass down to the infamous bai sarbat stall at arab st for the usual tete-a-tete
the man even manage to squeeze time wif us before joinin his mates.
that left me single for the rest of the night,heh.
late nights of sampoerna, teh, maggi goreng lokek udang n sotong was great.
its been a while since i hang out till the wee hours.
it could have been a triple date, but i had the abg bo punya adek cum the cameraman sent me home, sampai lip tau dey. sungguh baik....seb baik mr man takde.heh.dpt seb duit teksi dari adam's corner.

and on saturday, we finally tried the food at fig & olive. damn cheap n delicious. dan sungguh mengeyangkan. after the very generous serving of baked potato wit minced meat, bbq chicken, melted cheese sandwich, we skipped dinner totally.
ambrosial ke , samar ke, all those turkish ke, fusion ke, apape punya restoran tu, kalah babe.

sunday was as usual, slack day. we had like twenty dvds wit us. we chose the old movies to watch. Closer, natalie portman's ass is one fine one. Soul plane, snoop dawg as pilot,its freakin hilarious.
and lastly , the skeleton key. not only do we watch this pasal ada yg sungguh lawa macam aku kate hudson, but its damn cool. i'd put it under the same category as nicole kidman's the others or one of night shyamalayan'S(however do i spell his name)
works. the ending is a cool twist! n no.. they dun need any ghost or gore scenes to make this interesting. zilch. get the dvd people.it will leave ur jaw hanging at the end of it, pondering over the whole movie from the start.