Saturday, November 25, 2006
thanks for all the condolences and prayers love.
a week has passed and i have finally come to terms with the lost.
it was hard initially, affecting me at work n my health.
reality hits soon after and im back on earth.
he is not forgotten tho. The Alfateha for him every single after the solat and his face is there. even as im typing this down.
he is somewhere better now. Right now,no wasting time. spend every single free time wif my loved ones. esp dad. seeing him like dat pains me. tearing as he sits by the door and dat he keeps saying " asik terbayang2 ajek arwah nye kat pintu baru balek kerja"
but dad needs me the most now. we need to really take care of him. jus the other day, he got into a daze and ended up at the other side of bukit panjang. luckily my cousin bumped into him and drove him home.
hmmm... its hard now for us. but i guess im coping well. thanks tuty for the constant sms-es. colleagues who bother to listen. i'll never be able to get thru this wifout u guys.
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4:59 pm
Monday, November 20, 2006
When i woke up this morning, i wish it was friday the 17th december again.
the mind re-enacted the happenings of that fateful friday and i couldnt stop crying.
i didnt quite feel the lost till saturday after the funeral.
i woke up that morning wit the urge to ponteng, go back to bukit panjang n bring my parents out.
the man's plan that day was to go out jalan2 wif his parents n i kinda envy that. i shrugged the thought of as the boss was not quite happy wif me being late the past few days.
i took a different route that day to work. took the bus at the bus stop near tan tock seng instead of the usual hotel royal bus stop.
it was not until ten am that i received the call from mum.
by the time, i got home and brought her to the hospital, he was already pushed into the mortuary.
i didnt had a chance to see him for the last time. if only mum had called earlier. if only the traffic was clear. if only that morning at the bus stop, i knew he was already there alone during his last moments. never did we all expect that 1st Syawal was to your last wif us
my dear brother, why didnt u tell us u were sick? why did u hav to go first?
why did we drift apart when we used to be the closest among all 5 of us?
thank u for loving me, for pampering so much when i was a little girl. i thank you for those laughter n joy u bring to the family. im sorry i haven been a good sister. im sorry i didnt spend enuff time wif u. i will miss u loads.
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11:22 am
Thursday, November 16, 2006
kengkorang seme....semlm ada tak sape2 menonton Project Runway??
nampak tak apa dat german beauty, heidi klum pakai at the last runway?
its a very cute flowery babydoll dress. n shes got boots on!
tell me anyone...where can i get me one of those cute dresses?
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2:00 pm
Friday, November 10, 2006
updated peeks!
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3:39 pm
Monday, November 06, 2006
hi people!!
i got this from suhaila.
if u are bored, have loads of time to spare...(TUTEE i know u do!)
please take time for this.
thank u.
u can email me, leave it in the comment box or whatever means u tink i can read it from. heh
1. Who are you?
2. Are we friends?
3. Do you have a crush on me?
4. Would you kiss me?
5. Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it.
6. Describe me in one word.
7. What was your first impression of me?
8. Do you still think that way about me now?
9. What reminds you of me?
10. If you could give me anything what would it be?
11. Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?
12. Are you going to put this on your blog and see what I say about you?
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1:41 pm
Friday, November 03, 2006
it was our anniversary last week..or was it the week before. heh
i gave him a memo clipper wif a little black cat representing me to hold up these cards that ive made for him! so he can show this off to his colleagues. show off my photoshop skills la.heh.
actually the collage really brings back loads of memoriies. esp those photos when i was the chubbyMacamCheenaMukabanyakJerawat gerlpren and he the BudakArmyHitamNKental boipren. maybe pasal kita are the KentalCouple as according to isz onceuponatime, which is why we are so MFEO. dun u tink we look so good together? 
yes we are not even two yrs of age. heh. we are still very much a young couple. thers much more tongue-lashing arguments ahead of us, a lot more decision makings, a lot more loving to look forward too, and more exciting plans in the very near future. heh.
but i am the very sexcited we hit the tw0-digit mark! never hav i tot we will go dis far.lookin back at those rough times we had initially, its a feat. i know many close pals who didnt tink we'd make it.but we did.
sounds like dat national day song aye?
im proud to say dari zaman dulu2 tak tentu arah sampai skrg dah jadi the NewAgeWhiteCollaredProfessional(dats wot one of my buddies, Rory, referred us as),
we have matured loads in this relationship. n im so proud of my baby now, for lots of things he has done for me and us.
lets jus say, it has been very the bliss. no complains. im very much loved. very the spoilt and pampered. very much in love. =)
mushy nye entry ari ni eh
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12:08 pm
Thursday, November 02, 2006
:)
thank u.
i bet the kids had fun last night.
dad was delighted to see u.
mum definitely loves talking to u.
she cant wait to go widarja shoppin wif u baby.
thank u sis for sms-ing me yesterday. tellin me that dad cooked ayam masak merah
n requested me home for dinner.
n my dear mr man came down wif me for the customary raya visit. heh.
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ooh, part 2 series of umie aida & ako mustapha lurp stories is gonna be shown from nex thursday onwards! citer lurp2 yg sedih tu. somethng dgn cinta eh title dia??
heh. dah bertahun aku tunggu part 2. lets hope it wun clash wif prison break eh.
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10:13 am
Wednesday, November 01, 2006
fuckin hilarious!
if only we could have lecturers like this back then in ann why pee eh babes?
dun u tink he talks like s/h/a/m p/a/t/e/l aka kutel?
haha. i wanna go back to sch.
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sedih plak bila tau rakan rapat sendiri bertunang pada hujung minggu lalu. sedih bukan apa, sedih pasal rakan itu tak memberitahu akan berita baik itu kepada aku. aku tau pon pasal aku ni kepo suka surf2 the net. takpe la. mari kita doa kan agar mereka bahagia hingga ke jinjang pelamin. Amin.
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i still dun get why my boss is still paying the lazy fella jus so he could come in at 9fuckinthirtyam, make his coffee, read the papers and have him out lookin for his new flat till like 545pm before he comes back into the office to supposedly type out a proposal. account director my ass!
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2:41 pm
