Friday, July 29, 2005
best bud said im juz too easily hurt. but anyone could have been hurt by wot he said that night.
i guess im juz goin overboard. making teeny weeny things big. he prolly was juz tryin to impress me wif his big time ambitions. i should be supportive. without him, i am nothing. without me, he is nothing. we are here fer each otha. thru thick n thin, for better or worse, cranky or not. heh. dats wot im gonna include in the vow man.
dats wot i said when he asked me this as we were having dinner the otha day.
i was going on and on about what happen in the office, the usual rant, wif me so animated, hands gesture all, when he juz stared at me, smiling. and when i was done, he juz held my hands to his face and asked "nak kahwin? are u ready? for better or for worse? thru thick n thin, whether cranky or not?"
den i juz laffed and shook my head. heh.
oh he bought some kinda oil from my friend. some oil to help u grow a goatee/beard/moustache faster. heh. just so he could do that craig david goatee thang fer me!
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11:09 am
Thursday, July 28, 2005
we were playing the usual 'fantasy' game. apparently his lecturer told him the top property agent of 2004 earns 2.4 million that year alone based on commission.
so we were listing down the things we could do and buy with that kinda sum.
of course, being woman, i have my long wish list. the extra luxuries i would wanna have fer myself in the years to come. every little thing a taitai should have.
but the excitement was short-lived. he said some things which disturb me.
some things that i cant swallow and i cant believe im secondary to him.after everything, after all that ive gone thru for him, its juz so sad to hear that coming out from him.
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11:47 am
Monday, July 25, 2005
im earning enuff. enuff fer me to live comfortably.enuff to support myself. but why the shortage? only i have the answer fer now. and some very close friends out there.
do i have to resort to wot i dun wan to do?
argh. this is killing me. it shudnt be me doin dis. it shud be him.
due to some shite circumstances which happened over the weekend, plans fer 5th of august might just be scrap.
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5:17 pm
the dad was admitted into nuh on saturday morning. apparently the jasins was at the jelapang abode on friday night after he collasped, but he straight away recovered from it an hour later so mum decided dat it was a hassle to call me down dat night. it was only at 8 in the am the next day, after the second relaspe and goin unconscious with his eyes still open , the sister called me informin me that dad is already on his way to the A&E.
his condition is stable now. after given enuff dosage of glucose from the drip.
he collaspe due to a very low sugar content in his blood. the adamant papa has stopped his insulin injection fer a week and just resorted to taking pills which is not enuff hence the shortage of sugar level in his body.
the man and myself was one of the first on sunday morning to visit him. fed him breakfast. as requested the night before, he wanted toasted kaya n butter bread. heh. so cute aye. we gave a bit of a body rub, the man helped him to drink the tea from the cup. n before we left we kissed him on the forehead.
thank God, my place is much nearer to NUH now. i can see him before and after work.
hope all goes well fer him today. the doctor gonna do a thorough check up on him. may he get well soon.
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10:24 am
Friday, July 22, 2005
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2:44 pm
someone's gonna get me free tix to the zoo! yeah!
*goes all excited skippin away to the loo*
heh..tummy ache la.
the man prepared a really sumptious breakfast and kinda spicy too. even at a really 'terminally-ill' condition.
so tonight's the night. a so-called hen party wif the small peepz.
ive been dying for this night to come. the man goin back home , and me having my own time wif my pals on a friday night. lovely.
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10:36 am
Wednesday, July 20, 2005
since my days at this werk place is numbered i decided to go fer one of the last parties that i will be able to attend for free.the launchin of the ice bar at one of our outlets at clarke quay. the man got marvin and rachel to come along. the flatmate came too with her girlfriends. thanks to the entry code i got which allow ten otha peepz to come in wif me.
this is us at launch of ice bar. 
marvin n rach cute as always. n the man lookin all so charmin n
me so greasy looking
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11:34 am
Friday, July 15, 2005
phark the bus driver. phark 9017D bus 143.
there were a few nyonyas going down the bus, at the people's park complex bus stop.
i was the last in the line to get down. because u see nyonyas like to rush and some are kinda slow, it took me quite a while to u noe reach the steps of the bus to get down.
as i was halfway down the steps, my right foot halfway to step on the ground, the bus driver drove away la dey. my foot almost twisted right there and then. and at that moment all profanities sprouted.
sial makan babi punya olang.
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12:11 pm
Thursday, July 14, 2005
roses are red
voilet is blue
i have a friend
my friend is you
*shrugs*
dunno. dun ask me any question.
anywae was goin thru stuffs on da vinci code the movie. my fave french actress is gonna be sophie! audrey tatou!!
and yes...paul bettany as silas!
perfect.juz how i picture silas to be.
and robert langdon..hmm...i see clive owen as robert...coz he got curly hair..but i have a more suitable candidate as langdon! dat guy from buffy. her shifu.the old guy who knows and takes care of buffy's powers. wots his name ar?but then i checked and its tom hanks. ok la..curly haired dude too.and teabing is Ian McKellen from lotr! cool shite aye.
well i hope the movie juz as great as the book. coz usually the movies i watched after readin the book turns out dissappointing. maybe i imagine the characters n stuffs to be more exciting than wot the director sees it as.
oh we will havta wait till nex yr to find out.
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3:37 pm
for the 3rd time, the man slept thru the second half of a movie. first it was that cartoon wif alex the lion, then it was mr and mrs smith and last nite it was FANTASTIC FOUR! can u believe it?? fantastic four! the movie is so fantastic and awesome, how could he sleplt towards the end of the movie!!??
and so me being the naggy one decided dat there will neva be late night movies fer him anymore. no more movies after 8pm! haha. like kena grounded like dat kan?
aniwae the movie was both freakin hilarious and at times touched the heart which made me teared. and boy, jessica alba is hawt! kinda light hearted for an action superhero movie. very good humour tho.
question. when will this nkf saga ends?
thanks to tt durai, i now have extra work to do. was juz told to remove all links/pictures/press releases thats on the company's website that is associated wif the nkf. funtart.
and wots wif the lee and the US of A? it kinda gets the creep out of me. some otha country might be formin up allies against us now. i shudder everytime i tink of it. wot wif the london terrorist attack.
speaking of which, i was there at the piccadilly underground station years ago. things were so peaceful then. wots the world comin to?
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10:55 am
Wednesday, July 13, 2005
a friend was justifying wot durai did wif NKF monies.
he shudnt even bother justifying and debating over it. me and the man spent like a whole hour debating the NKF shite.
NKF is non profitable organization and its not even a company and so i question his bonuses. someone's bonus in a company is linked to the performance and the profit that a company earns in a year, but in NKF's case how do u get to that?
the money he is using belongs to the people of singapore and he cant juz use it on a bloody tap. and the next question is how much of the people's money goes to help the needy and how much is used fer the ex-cos extravagant flight overseas?
this friend went like, everyone deserve a bonus.but gawd 1.8million in 2 yrs!? how many patients can u help wif dat amount of money and its reserve exhausted in a few years?
oh and the friend who is pro-durai here comes from the same commmunity as the CEO itself. helpin ur own kind lah ni.
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4:45 pm
Tuesday, July 12, 2005
i was greeted with a spread this morning after my shower. the man once again had prepared breakfast fer me. a very nice one. so nice i tink it was too heavy fer me dat i couldnt finish it.
sigh.happy sigh.happy smiles and kisses. im crazy. crazy in love.
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1:51 pm
Monday, July 11, 2005
they hate me. from the first meeting, his friends already hate me.
i know its my face. im not sorry i was born with this kinda stuck-up-wanna-slap-u face.
oh and i have a freakin good reason why i should be all that unhappy on an otherwise happening saturday nite.
i was suppose to have a nice drinking session with the flatmate and then off to the cinemas for a saturday late nite movie. but you have to spoil it and force the man to go for some money-wasting, hip-gyrating, alcohol-induced night at attica. with no choice given, i was of coz forced to go along as the man did not want to go alone. so we wasted money again gettin out of the house after midnite to go down to meet them friends.
i tried to please him. smile, tried to get into the clubbin mood. but i did not anticipate this at all. macam sial. his best friend could sense i was not happy. at least that guy understood my situation. not the gals tho. i appreciate the hugs and the goodbye kiss his best friend gave me when i was about to leave the club,earlier.
the man screwed up my weekend plans. second day in a row.friday, i took leave for him. and we ended up doin nuting. n saturday, i dun even wanna be reminded of it. i did not feel all so sorry when he went down on his knees and go all apologetic fer screwing up our plans. but that saturday ended up really well,looking back at the makeup session we had when we got home at 4 in the morning.
monyet, make sure u dun do it again ya. u indecisive kentot. haha.
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10:21 am
Thursday, July 07, 2005
somehow in the midst of spinnin the clothes, the ariston decided to take a break. a long one. and now half my laundry is still wet. and kecik cant do hers too. was it the death touch? or was it already gonna be spoilt? hope the thingee still under warranty aye.
its been 4 days. i found out that im a nag. coz i nag when he leaves his mug lying around. i nag when the hall smells of fags. i nag when he didnt wash my mug properly.i nag when he leaves the light on when no ones in the room. i find it annoying dat he throws his clothes all over. heh. but its fun. especially when we get back from work at the end of the day and all we do is watch dvds after dvds. especially when we sit at the couch and juz hav each otha fer company cuddlin up and tease each otha endlessly.
:)
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12:05 pm
Wednesday, July 06, 2005
me and my walk-in wardrobe!
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1:33 pm
Monday, July 04, 2005
finally. im on my own.sorta.
the address is now west bay condo,west coast crecent.
goodbye jelapang.
the man and me were expecting lots of my frens to come over for the housewarming. but alas, some dont even bother rsvp-ing and tellin me they were not coming until i called them. but it was great company from those who were present yesterdae especially yati and of coz bubbly isz. hey babe, thanks fr the pizza and cat blanket.hehe. its really comfy! i loike!
i'll take pictures once the humble room looks furnished and cosy enuff. right now, its very bare. and the door is still open fer open house.heh. and housewarming gifts. thank you.
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11:34 am
Friday, July 01, 2005
dinner wif friends. then off to see bushmen for the night.
best buds
cheekily happy
the otha couple besides us
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2:06 pm
